[Yardi]

My vintage work pants with zero stretch are a bit too tight today 😔

 

[GoldenGirl1109]

i have been eating over my calorie limits the past couple days and feel like i’m going to get my period soon ugh.

also found out my boyfriend is using myfitnesspal (i also use it but he doesn’t know) and he’s working out multiple times a week. i feel so pathetic bc i can barely get out of bed earlier than 3pm if i don’t have work.

 

[skyedreamingblue]

Got my period. So much for being unhealthy/underweight.

 

[shelizzy]

Effin weight fluctuations. +/- 4 pounds is a rollercoaster.

 

[beerenjoyer]

Thinking about my partner’s ex. The fact that I drank last night. Packing up my belongings to move. Feeling unaccomplished in life.

 

[SahloFolina]

my peaches are too cold and they’re hurting my teeth so i want to stop eating them…

 

[skinpicker]

im still shaken over the binge day i had 3 days ago,, it was the first time i ate past fullness in literal months and i ended that 24 hour period with 3200 calories in me

i used to forget about my binges easily, but i guess that was also when i was always binging. i feel haunted by every food i ate that day

 

[skinpicker]

existence

i wanted to message you about this but i cant ! i am a writer too id love to chat with you

 

[Crustfund]

Religious family keep talking about getting me married 24 isn't old stop mentioning marriage CVs I will keep losing weight so that I don't get my period back and don't have to be a baby-making 5-times-a-day praying housewife to a homophobic man

Wow girl i hope ur ok

 

[ani_x]

I’m sorry ur experiencing this. Is there any way u can get out?

You are so sweet, lovely 💛

Not to toot my own pity horn, but no. My culture is very honour based. Basically, whatever decision I make reflects on my family.

So if I was to leave, the community would turn on my family. My parents would be bad-mouthed and isolated. My grandparents would be mocked. My siblings are quite religious, and they both want arranged marriages, but if I leave then people will go "oh, their older sister did so-and-so... can't trust this family, they're all messed up." I'd ruin their futures.

something something eldest daughter...

So yeah. My happiness is equivalent to the loss of a lot of people's. Realised I'm not selfish enough to do it. Tried once and mama tried to TW off herself. I'll figure it out, though! There has to be a liberal atheist man hiding out there. Working on screening marriage interview questions 😆 "so what are your views on human rights..."

 

[ani_x]

Wow girl i hope ur ok

Thank you, lovely 💛 I am! Making use of a vent thread, haha. Life can suck but we keep going 💪

Hope you're doing fantastic!! < 3

 

[kixa]

i got a haircut today and i think i still look ugly so im realizing i need to loose weight to look the way i want.

 

[DEsinFECTIE]

Lost about 0.5 kg this past week despite consistently restricting to under 500 kcal a day.

 

[DEsinFECTIE]

used to lose so much faster at a way lower weight and now I barely lose anything no matter how hard I try. It’s seriously so triggering makes me want to restrict even lower.

 

[halfassedbulimic]

Just binged and I feel like ripping all the fat out.

 

[QuirkyHistorian]

My weight and having to eat meals with my husband when I want to restrict.

 

[sumikko3]

binged on jammie dodgers from exam stress had to take lax

 

[broccolienthusiast]

uni stress plus trauma stress plus family stress means i’m more obsessed than usual with my ed

 

[Snorkfraeulein]

Might lose my job. If I starve enough and get thin enough I might not.

 

[Depressedgoose]

The fact some people get to single digit BMIs and I’m stuck at poxy 13