this is a lot shorter than most of the stuff i write but i was already nervous to post this so i figured i’d start small lol

Godhood, just like girlhood, makes me beg for some belief
Swallow all my words and spit them up for sweet relief
Craving the attention, end it just to preach my prayer,
Was I hoping I’d improve or is it better I don’t care?
Promise something pretty, let me rot before my sin
You can touch me till I vomit if you swear I’m more than skin
Decaying is my constant and your constant is to fight
My teeth would just fall out if I defended via bite
I think that I regret the fact you know me in and out
That I’ve said so much, there’s little else to disagree about
Encourage me forevermore, regardless if you should
Talking like the empty is the reason I’m so good
We’re way far past forgetting, I’m conditioned through and though
You’ll love me for my lenience and I’ll stay quiet ‘cause it’s you
I know the things you’ve whispered through the haze of sedative
So pray for my amnesia because, by God, I can’t forgive