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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    I'm completely dehydrated from purging but I have therapy tomorrow and my therapist mustn't know about my relapse. But I really look pale and my face looks ... dead. My eyes and cheeks are sunken. I guess that's a way to describe it. Everybody suspects me of bulimia and they mustn't find out...
  2. Bulimia Discussions
    Little rant here, but I need to express my frustration somewhere!😩 Maybe someone can even relate...? So normally I sleep until midday, around 12 or 1 pm. I have my daily (at least)one bp later in the evening, 9 - 11pm/midnight and tend to fall asleep around 2-4am. I work late shift most days...
  3. Bulimia Discussions
    Woke up at 2 PM today, immediately went downstairs and ate a whole Oreo/Rice Crispy dessert thing, and then made an entire family size box of pancake mix (~24 pancakes in total) fried in tons of vegetable oil, with what had to be a cup and a half of syrup and a cup of powdered sugar. Made...
  4. Bulimia Discussions
    Quick question, no connotations- How easy is it to vomit smooth peanut butter?
  5. Bulimia Discussions
    i’ve been doing a lot of self reflection and for me this illness is the whole package of: feeling rejected as a child-> brain loves me and is trying find ways to protect me from hurt->building up a wall so i compensate with my beauty therefore others respect me->prioritizing the appearance of my...
  6. Bulimia Discussions
    Had to give up my 70h fast because I fainted and my mom told me she'd take me to hospital if I didn't eat. So I decided to be brave and eat. I consumed my TDEE worth protein yoghurt, protein pudding, a protein bar and tomatoes and drank at least 2L of water. Four hours have passed and I have...
  7. Bulimia Discussions
    I've been in a boarding school since grade 3. Last year I left school to spend my last 2 schooling years with my parents and my life has been hell ever since (for context I had a BMI of 28 when I was 15 and dropped to BMI 19 by the time I turned 16) Both my parents stress me out to the point...
  8. Bulimia Discussions
    A lot of my fat goes to my lower body. My thighs and calves are huge. I also hate my arms though. Either way, I was laying on my side when I lifted my leg. I saw the fat dangling off of me. I have big thighs, objectively. But I literally felt sick and panicked. I always hated them, but it’s...
  9. Bulimia Discussions
    Didn't even get everything up goddamn make this stop
  10. Bulimia Discussions
    I wish I was joking when I say that I can't even drink water without purging it. Haven't touched a fruit or vegetable in months because I'm scared of the volume. I feel like I've ruined my body and everytime I start drinking or eating, the fluid and food doesn't get excreted but is rather saved...
  11. Bulimia Discussions
    This isn't specific to romantic or anything, family relationships, friendships, etc. I'm going through a rough patch with my partner, he wants me to stop purging but it feels like the only form of control i have over my weight.
  12. Bulimia Discussions
    So I had a planned binge/purge again just now, and after I’m done I’m feeling a little paranoid that I didn’t manage to get everything out -.- Tbh the binge wasn’t that big today (not as big as my usual ones at least): I had half a pint of pb cup ice cream a bag of chips 3 Reese’s cups and half...
  13. Bulimia Discussions
    Lmao has anyone else been experiencing this? Yesterday this feeling of numbness spread throughout my entire body and I kinda fainted?? I'll have my blood drawn soon, hopefully there won't be anything abnormal/suspicious
  14. Bulimia Discussions
    Praying rn that I'll be able to purge those mfs 💀
  15. Bulimia Discussions
    Idk when splitting a binge into multiple smaller ones and purging after each of them, less nutrients would be absorbed, since it wouldn't take that long to purge. When having just one huge binge, it sometimes takes me one hour to finish eating and up to two hours to purge everything. The...
  16. Bulimia Discussions
    Btw don't b/p müsli 💀 Crispies are okay
  17. Bulimia Discussions
    I've been purging the same stuff over and over again and I need some new ideas lol. It shouldn't be to hard to purge since I have kinda lost my gag reflex as a result of purging multiple times a day for months. Hf works better for me tho. My tierlist (ranked from easiest to hardest to purge)...
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