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  1. Bulimia Discussions
    how to tell if everything’s that I ate is out of me? I seriously been stressed thinking how much is in me. Does anyone know the science or how do you usually know?
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    I have a potentially stupid question, for the people here who actually know how the body works (you guys are so much smarter than me). Why does flushing when you purge make you feel so horrible? Why is it so dangerous? What exactly does it do to the body? I'm guessing it has something to do...
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    I feel like having any ed makes mundane things 100x more annoying, but imo it’s even worse when you’re in a b/p mindset. We all know the feeling. Id love to hear your guys’, I’ll start: -people in their honeymoon phase labeling 1500 calories as a binge. Oh honey, sit back and sip your green tea...
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    so it was desperate times and desperate measures, and i ended up having to purge in a kitchen sink. it’s blocked now, the water won’t go down and i’ve tried scooping out the chunks but it’s gone too deep down the sink. i’ve got to clean this shit up quick. is there any way i can fix this without...
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    my parents know so little about eating disorders and mental illnesses and it’s so annoying because they aren’t helping me, they are just making it worse one time i collapsed at the bus station. first thing that happened was my friend calling my parents and my father telling her to let me go...
  6. Bulimia Discussions
    How many months, or how much purging do I need to do until I lose ATLEAST 20lbs. I've been purging almost everyday and the scale isn't changing at all. I know that medium or low restriction would be fasting but most days I do high restriction with some purging when I binge.
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    so, i discovered that tiramisu is fantastic for purging too. apparently all high fat things are? I've b/p chinese mala the other day, and boy was it good. just note that chinese mala isnt for the faint hearted since it literally translated to 'numbing spice'. so it feels hot, oily and has that...
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    I miss the time I was at my worst. My body was looking so much better, I felt powerful but hopeless at the same time. I still miss it so freaking bad. I see my old sick self as an inspiration, a model. I admire the discipline the old me had. I was purging after every meal with little...
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    i think it’s understandable how somebody would find their partner having bulimia unattractive, shit i find myself unattractive (fucking obviously), but just thinking about it, that u and ur partner both share that mutual disgust for urself, it rlly hurts me a lot.. i wish i could be different
  10. Bulimia Discussions
    for the last few days i’ve started feeling sick and nauseous for hours after i purge. it’s never been like this before (been purging for many years) but i can hardly eat now because i feel so sick. does anyone experience this? why has this only just started? is it a new purging side effect??
  11. Bulimia Discussions
    I went out with my family to have a nice dinner and decided I could eat a whole plate of food. Wrong. I purged the contents later in my toilet and the splashback was immense, it’s all over the toilet, floor and it got onto my favorite white sweater. I hate this disorder. There’s now puke and...
  12. Bulimia Discussions
    Not only cake holes, but other things that are my trigger/fear foods that I desperately want to b/p on. I've been so stressed out lately and I worked hard all week, exercising up to two hours a day. So far today I've had a Celsius, blueberries, strawberries, almonds, coffee, and water. I'm...
  13. Bulimia Discussions
    Well. I've binged on my usual binge foods that are easy to purged but all i managed to do was to dry heave. Didn't get anything out. Tried to flush, tried salt water, tried everything for 4 hours. I'm tired and im so swollen at my stomach area that i cant stand straight. I feel so so so bad...
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    Although I haven't tried this myself. I've always been curious to see if putting vaseline over your teeth before purging would protect them since vaseline is an occlusive. Has anyone here tried this? If so, how effective was it?
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    Wtf is happening to me on the inside 💀 I took 4 cuz my dumbass forgot that it had a DELAYED EFFECT and that not feeling anything immediately after taking 2 was normal . I'm paying for my illiteracy in blood, sweat and tears rn. How do y'all purge with lax?!?! This is my first time and...
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    So i've noticed alot of these 'easiest foods to purge' focus on taste and also how long they take to come back. Personally, I'm fine with it tasting gross but I have a huge problem with texture. Things like bananas/breads/potatoes terrify me because they come back up in huge clumps. The same...
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