[sk1nnyang1]

things i have to do before i die

• have sex
• go to morocco
• buy a porsche
• eat a whole pot of mac and cheese

 

[sk1nnyang1]

my body is merely a vessel for a mass of things you are not mature enough to even grasp

 

[sk1nnyang1]

you like her mouth but does it pray for you?

 

[sk1nnyang1]

you're all disgusting and i am pristine

 

[sk1nnyang1]

only on friday nights at 10:30 pm though

 

[sk1nnyang1]

lobotomize me already

 

[sk1nnyang1]

everything on my inside is trying to destroy everything on my outside

 

[sk1nnyang1]

i just remembered and i forgot again

 

[sk1nnyang1]

cappuccino (120)
berries (57)
pastry crisp (100)
chewy bar (100)

apple (10)
potstickers (170)

chipotle (945)
chocolate (56)
starfruit (10)

1568 in total
i'm cutting
even after a load of chipotle
and various girlie snacks
i'm still below my bmr
life is good

 

[sk1nnyang1]

it dawned on me that this is literally my life and i can just do what i want

 

[sk1nnyang1]

i need to get back onto my accountability thread

 

[sk1nnyang1]

i post for the boys who look like girls and the girls who look like boys

 

[sk1nnyang1]

notice how towards the end of october i feel better, october is just my descent into madness on its own

 

[sk1nnyang1]

halloween makes me want to burst

 

[sk1nnyang1]

"i started cutting again because of you" be so serious

 

[sk1nnyang1]

if i said that to my dad it wouldnt be so funny now would it

 

[sk1nnyang1]

i love candy yes yes i love refined sugar as well as dopamine surges

 

[sk1nnyang1]

human brain loaded with terabytes of unprocessed concentrated information struggles to maintain attention span above that of an infant; proceeds to lack empathy to experience graceful phenomenon known as love

 

[sk1nnyang1]

blehhhh

 

[sk1nnyang1]

so close! you don’t have to look like somebody else because no one can look the same