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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    My mom made me eat some kfc, it wasn’t a lot but it took me over calories so I purged it. I purged until there was nothing coming up anymore, I’m kinda convinced there’s still stuff in there but I’ll always feel like that. BUT here’s the twist- I’ve now started eating a ‘safe food’ of mine and...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    Ugh. I honestly never thought I'd post on here again, I haven't logged on since like 2018 and I'm so surprised I remembered my login info lmao. This might be a little long, so the last paragraph will have my main point if you wanna skip to that. Some background, I struggled with anorexia b/p...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    I want to be underweight I want all my bones to stick out I want my face to be hollow I want to do drugs that make me thin and kill my mind I want to get run over by a train I want to hang myself I want to open my veins and bleed to death I want to shoot myself in the head I want to drown myself...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    BMI at 13.5, I'm so happy? Kind of. I'm happy about the number, want to get down to 83.5 lbs/38kg which would land me on a BMI of 13.1. I want to go lower since I'm so close to 12s, but also? Why am I doing this? At what cost? I've lost contact with friends and family. I hardly speak to...
  5. Bulimia Discussions
    you can not kick the habit of getting that shit out of you its the muscle memory of your throat clenching when you bend even 30 fucking degrees and your stomach gurgling when youre chugging water because its ready to evacuate. your body will NEVER forget bulimia even if you force it out of your...
  6. Community Introductions
    Over the years I have gone back and forth in weight and still never find one I am comfortable with. I have not been diagnosed with any disorder necessarily, although I had a colonoscopy at 15 because my parents started seeing an issue. I used to take laxatives all of the time, and the doctors...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    i don’t like when my net calories are over 800. i don’t like my total over 1000 and i get really uncomfortable when my total is near 1200, even if i KNOW i worked out more than 400 cals that day and my net is technically 800. today i ate to maintenance and i fucking hate myself. i was on the...
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    :( I hate having a weak body so much. I fucked up my arms a few months ago and they’re still in recovery, so I’m only able to hit upper body a few times within the span of weeks. I went a bit too hard last week and now I’m unable to do anything essentially without some sort of painful strain in...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    So my goal is to maintain my weight However, I get incredibly constipated throughout the week (yes, I eat enough fibre, trust me), because of school (I'm away from home all day and I just can't, yk, take a dump anywhere else So of course my weight increases Even the weekends aren't enough to...
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