[maberg04]

I don't have a therapist anymore and also someone in my family is so sick rn it's crazy stressing me out lol

 

[FearneTakesEverything.]

Yesterday I talked to one of my family members for the first time in maybe a year. Yes I would like to starve away that feeling of seeing them, very much so.

 

[thefaeries]

My own body.

 

[madokka]

just feeling my body in general at the moment. Pleasee get it away from me I just want to be a gaseous ball of air atp, no physical form for me pls

thats honestly so real.... i would love to just not have a body lmao

 

[SkinnyForLeonardo93]

Seeing Ariana Grande as Glinda in Wicked🙃

 

[seraphim.]

Seeing Ariana Grande as Glinda in Wicked🙃

REAAALLL

 

[seraphim.]

my reflection this morning. the whole bottom half of my body is so round and stuffed with fat it’s disgusting. I have a concert coming up in less than a week and i’m petrified of having to go with my bf because everyone there will be skinnier than me and prettier

 

[Emilyxo]

The scales not currently dropping due to stomach issues and constipation and it's driving me insane. The bloating by the end of the day triggers the hell out of me even though logically it can be explained just not to my ed brain

 

[deadapple]

I gained 10 lbs in 3 months and it shows so bad in my photos I took at a recent event :/

 

[isabellaaaaa]

Seeing the instagram of a classmate who is most likely anorexic, but most importantly stupidly thin and attractive, also living a what seems to be fun summer while I am sitting in my depression not even wanting to do anything about it but stressing that I am missing out, also that there is so much I should be doing in preparation for my final year at school

 

[irlmilkchan]

I just had surgery so I have to massage the incision scars across my chest, touching my body that intimately makes me sick. The fat on my stomach and side is literally jiggling around..

 

[anorexolotl]

i faked my weight by over 10lbs at the doctor’s appointment yesterday and no one questioned it 😭
(i weighed 98.5 that morning and weighed in at 110 point something, my mom did go “you were wearing clothes so you’re probably like 105” but that’s still a full bmi point over what i actually am )

 

[av.Key]

gained back some of my previous weight loss and it's making me freak the fuck out. boyfriend is trying to lose some weight too but he can eat so much more than me and still lose. |:

 

[analovelyangel]

Old pics of me at my gw and my sisters who are tiny and perfect. The scale is a big one too

 

[Tofufu]

Watching 3096 Days. Feeling like a sicko about it, but being kidnapped for years is a bulletproof weightloss plan.

 

[musezahn]

why I dont look like the others.
I am just too ugly.

 

[SkinnyB!tchGoals]

I am at work. I work at a damn Fried Chicken place 😭 😭

 

[MetalPrincess]

My parents are getting rid of our fridge, oven, and dishwasher so they can go buy new ones. Our kitchen is vacant now. So I can’t cook anything but I guess that’s less temptation to eat?

 

[PeanutbutterElise]

My fiance is eating less and making an effort to fast/otherwise showing disordered eating habits all while calling himself ‘fat’. I don’t know how to help him because I never crawled out of that hole myself. It makes me want to destroy my body and fall terribly ill just to show him how bad it can get if he chooses this route.

 

[zxcv]

School starting soon. New (small) clothes, spent a lot of money on. Applied for food stamps, waiting for them. New job. Mom waiting for her food stamps too. New younger friend (coworker). Summer. And I’ve lost 60 pounds this year. Walking a lot and I’m proud of myself. Buying food and cooking for my brother all the time . Oh yeah and I need to get the car fixed (new battery/ needs tune up/ needs a whole new windshield/ I pray nothing else is wrong ) so I can drive to school. I need gas money and my financial aid hasn’t came through yet. Ugh. Need to take the drivers license test as mine had expired. Just remembered that I have a doctors appointment soon to try and get on a sleep medicine.. he’s a new doctor I’ll have to tell him that I haven’t taken my Lybalvi like either ever or in a long time idk. My mom is going to flip, I hope not. She thinks I take it and I’ve been getting it prescribed for a year.. I’m literally not bipolar, schizophrenic or depressed.. but I DO need a sleep medication. Sigh. Wow no wonder I’m non stop losing weight.