Everyone always says they get sad and anxious and hate doing it and I feel like suck a sick fuck because I love the way it feels. I mean, I hate the actual act of throwing up and the taste of course but I get a little excited when I can successfully purge and it's just some kind of high afterwards. I don't know.
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acidcat
I am the same way. If I throw up because I am sick, I hate it, but when I purge I feel great. I guess it's the feeling of control for me.
I don't think it ever felt good to me. Maybe it used to be a bit of relief, the same way a massive BM feels. Now it just makes me sick and tired.
Im the same way. I actually sometimes will eat something very small just so I can purge and will dothat instead of cutting. Itdoes give endorphins highsothat is probably why some people like it.
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