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179 views 0 replies 1 participant last post by  alwaysthinner  
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Hi, this is actually really stressing me out but...

My name's Maliha, I'm 14, I live in England.

I like reading: my favourites are Perks of Being a Wallflower, Wintergirls, Paper Towns

I also like writing poetry, and listening to music (All Time Low, Pierce the Veil, Bring Me The Horizon)

I'm here, on this website, because I think it'll help me get back into my habits. Last year I was eating 500-600 calories daily, I had a bmi of 15 and purged almost every meal. But in the last few months I've been doing terribly, I've eaten LOADS and I put on a stone and I hate it. For some reason, going back to my previous lifestyle is really hard, and I don't know what's going on.

I've been seeing CAMHS for the last year too, but for different reasons, so I'm not seeing anyone about anything food related, though everyone says I should say something, I don't want them to stop me. I need to get back to my old weight.