Basically I started having disordered eating when I was 11, I'm 15 now and I haven't lost a significant amout of wieght since then... My BMI is like 23 or 24, and I have no self control
unless I'm at school, if I want food I don't even think about it in the moment and just go eat it, then after I HATE myself for it and usually cut bc I've tried purging and I'm scared of throwing up :/ just tell me, does it sound like I have an eating disorder at all?