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anyone ever caught in a full on b/p?

179 views 7 replies 7 participants last post by  pumpkin seed  
Unfortunately I’ve been caught several times. A couple of the worst:
1) I was at my grandparents and it was about 1am and I decided to binge. I usually clean up and hide all evidence once I’m done so the surface was covered with wrappers and plates etc. I put some toast in the toaster and something went wrong and it caught fire. The smoke alarm went off, everyone came running downstairs and there I was in the middle of a smoke filled kitchen surrounded by binge mess and puke still in the downstairs toilet! It was awful.
2) my parents had left for an event and I decided to order a takeaway which I don’t do usually as it’s so expensive and my parents are normally in but I didn’t have much else to binge on. However my mum felt ill on the way so unknowingly to me they had turned round to come home. They arrived at home just as the delivery man arrived and I had also already started binging and was in the middle of eating a pint of icecream and shit loads of noodles. They looked so ashamed. Plus I didn’t get to eat my takeaway.