I find something similar... I think most thinspo isn't thin enough.

 

No I totally get this! Like, you have your fave thinspo or something, and then eventually it's just not skinny enough, because you constantly want to be thinner

 

Yea like now I'll look at thinspo and think 'she's to fat' or 'her thighs are huge'

 

Yea like now I'll look at thinspo and think 'she's to fat' or 'her thighs are huge'

Exactly!!!

So glad i'm not the only one.. I felt kind of bad...

 

yea this happened to me. At the beginning when this was just 'weightloss' my gw was 115. now its 88.

 

yes. my thinspo from a year ago no longer appeals to me. they look average looking now, and i'm always setting the bar higher and higher. nowadays i only ever look at bonespo.

 

Yea and then you like see people bigger than you and your like "I'm glad I'm not that big" like this disorder has made me such a judgmental person.

 

Same tbh I started looking a "bonespo" presently and that's is now the only thinspo I find appealing

 

I also feel so bad to be thinking this. I acknowledge the beauty of the thinspo girls, I would sure kill to look like that. But at the same time, I keep getting rid of fat on them. Like "Hmm... Thighs could be thinner.. That belly needs to be concave.. Cheeks are a little round... Need more ribs.. A little bit more collarbones", and so on. Goddammit.

 

There was one site that had a place where you could put in height, weight and body shape to see how real people look at that size and my GW was 120 but all the girls looked so big to me, (i used to think it was a perfect size) the only girls that looked thin enough were under 100 so my goals had to change -.-

 

I look for bonespo, but sometimes i feel bad for using the picture of someone that will probably die in a couple of months as inspirations. Ugh, i hate morality.

 

Yeah I really get that haha.

 

Definitely! I'm noticing it more and more. I keep thinking to myself "That thinspo is like my size, I wanna see someone smaller and thinner."

 

im at this frustrating place where thinspo isn't thin enough and bonespo is too thin soooo hahha

 

I'm at the point where only extremely skeletal people really look thin to me, and I feel bad about that. It's really weird seeing "thinspo" bigger than me. :/

 

I am starting to realize this too.. The more weight I lose I am starting to realize that whenever I go on a thinspo blog it isn't skinny enough so I go on bonespo. It is so odd to me because when I used to see a girl with a thigh gap I used to be like, "holy shit!" But now it doesn't make a difference to me only that I want one

 

When I see thinspo that I dont consider thin
I just think 'reverse thinspo'

 

I'll look at pictures of models and I'll think "omg, how do her thighs not jiggle as she walks down the runway?" it's unrealistic because models are the current standard of beauty, but that doesn't stop me from thinking they're huge

 

Same goes for people (real people) I used to look up to as 'thinspo'. Now they all seem.. not so thin anymore? And I keep asking myself if they've gained weight. Well, the answer is, it's me. I've lost weight and now everyone around me seems bigger. As for thinspo. the smaller you get, the bigger your goals become and you start searching for a thinner and thinner thinspo.

 

I completely understand this. I look at pic that other people use for thinspo and I'm like "I want to be like half that size".I think people call super skinny thinspo "bonespo" or something like that

 

There was one site that had a place where you could put in height, weight and body shape to see how real people look at that size and my GW was 120 but all the girls looked so big to me, (i used to think it was a perfect size) the only girls that looked thin enough were under 100 so my goals had to change -.-

I dont suppose you know what it was called do you?

 

yes it's like "she's skinny, but it's not enough" or "she's not skinny enough to be on some thinspo" and I feel awful thinking that because I'm way fatter than she is h34r:

 

I don't know about the thinspo but I have noticed that my friends who I used to think were super skinny now almost look fat to me. It makes me feel awful to bc I don't want to b one of those people that going around saying stuff like 'omg she is soo fat' I always thought stuff like that was horrible and rude but now I can help but notice... They aren't that skinny

 

I dont suppose you know what it was called do you?

Sorry no, I can't remember. I'll look though my history when I get home and try to find it for you

 

well this is what i call thinspo:

so yeah, i'm pretty extreme with it

i feel bad tho because those girls must feel awful