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My father's complete loss of control over food, the emotional hold it has over him, he's obsessed and constantly eats...like he can't handle not having access to it and he thinks about it constantly
 
Feeling trapped and out of control in life. Disliking most people and only feeling better in nature
 
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i want to eat but i wont let myself eat unless i throw up, and i really do not want to spend another two hours throwing up bc it barely came up when i binged today
 
hearing the beeping of my mom's scale as she uses it upstairs when I'm not allowed to even be near a scale in our household. God I want to weigh myself move out
 
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Depression is making me feel fat and lazy
 
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This is pathetic but missing my ex
 
I'm a caregiver and my client offered me a grape tomato to eat during my fasting time. I felt stressed turning her down.
 
The amount of weight I’ve lost so far is amazing and I want the number to get higher and higher!!! Also I might go into treatment soon and want to be as thin as possible so I feel like I deserve treatment (idk if that makes sense)
 
Body-checked today (pics) and feel like shit. Also had a friend record me at ice skating practice and although my scratch spin has improved I just can't unsee what a whale I am. Shit bro
 
My father asked me if I was dieting again yesterday. I've had an ED for over 10 years. Tf you mean with "dieting" 🤬
 
People commenting on other people's eating habits when they don't eat enough but no one comments on my eating habits when it's clearly less (I don't even want people to notice but it upsets me that it's noticable when other people don't eat enough but not when I do).
 
Water retention, I’m trying to be rational about it but I am struggling 😭
 
My mom, while watching Love Island w/ me: I probably used to be thinner than all of those girls there

My mom, literally every time she finishes a meal: I didn’t eat too much, right? 🥺

My mom, every time she leaves leftovers for me: I only had like 3 bites then was SO full, so you can have the rest


My mother in christ you are 50 years old. Stop acting like a 14 year old edtwt girl. Hmmm I wonder where I got the ed from
 
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