[SahloFolina]

university dining halls...

 

[irishexit]

finally trusting someone enough for physical intimacy but needing to feel good enough in my body for touch to be ok. stomach issues compounding the hell out of this

 

[flamingopinksunrise]

I want to find a new job soon and have a fresh start- I don't want my new coworkers/boss to know the chubby version of me

 

[stopit-ly]

Got my period so the scale in showing higher than normal ugh

 

[Rule116]

For the last 7 days I've averaged around 450 calories -- and not lost a fucking gram. Exactly the same weight as last Friday.

I want to scream, I want to hurt myself, I want to B/P. I put in so much fucking effort, and I feel like shit all the time - all for nothing.

 

[andtheuniversesaid]

im supposed to be getting married soon. i always thought id look better. trying hard to drop as much as i can so i don't look like a fucking fat blob on the big day

 

[sillykiwi]

bought a pair of white bootcut jeans which make me look much bigger than when i wear blue jeans. i need to loose more weight so i look small in them.

 

[Willowblank]

Anger. Rage. Self loathing.
I am so angry and what usually helps is not eating

 

[tinybutterflylove]

Domestic abuse. Trauma. Constant anxiety. Stress. Financial issues. Other people. Kinda… almost everything. Even happiness- it always comes with a bad crash.

 

[aninacr]

patient with dementia in the next bed , convinced i’m her daughter . ‘ god , you’ve lost weight , my darling . how long have you been ill ? ‘

 

[Unrelentingly]

My roommate doesn't eat until 8pm, I usually eat my cals around lunch

Visiting my family, and my naturally tiny older sister has been going to the gym and has abs now. She has always been shorter than me, flat stomach, legs that dont touch, and "just doesnt really need to eat much." I hope she is genuinely just skinny and not disordered, but she has always been like this. Even when i was skinny, my thighs were still bulky.

 

[Yardi]

Not being loved romantically is a constant trigger

 

[Enthusiastic Turtle]

The state of the world and I can't fix it

 

[Turmoil]

This heat (to be over 90 again today) and having a fever (102) on top of it! 🔥🥵 🔥🥵 🔥🥵🔥🥵🔥🥵🔥🥵

 

[radiowave]

drank last night (usually makes me insanely bloated/puffy) and still somehow stayed under cal limit, zero gain today..... dry fasting to see if i can finally get a woosh

 

[Boopymoopy]

My sister has an ED and started work and has lost more weight

 

[moon child.]

heartbreak

 

[daintywaist]

Skinny younger me

 

[OddetteAngel]

Looking in the fucking mirror

 

[midnight♡jade]

my dad asked me if he should bring my old bike to my house so i can "get in better shape" and cycle to school when it starts next month. i'm not sure if it was his intention to be rude, but i took it as "you're fat af and out of shape, move more fatass"

i practically ran to the gym after that comment.