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If it doesn’t taste good cold, it won’t taste good hot
I just feel like I can physically feel the calories in cold foods, it helps me determine what is and isn’t worth it
 
I’m so proud of you!! I’m inspired!! I can’t weigh right now and this just made me think wow that’s okay. What if I did that?? Thanks :) lol!
It helps a lot! I weighed weekly for 2 months before this short bout of daily weigh-ins and it's crazy how much more relaxed I feel overall. Thursdays and Fridays are a bit stressful but the rest of the week I don't even think about my weight, just about staying on track! Really helps not get affected by the number 😊
 
check ingredients of everything
 
Weighing only on Fridays instead of every day. Rare instance of me making a "positive" rule for myself
I started weighing myself once a week too, on Thursdays! It really helps me mentally when I can be more sure that the number on scale reflects my current weight loss and not random water and food weight fluctuations from day before.
Also no weigh-ins just before or during my period, I've spiraled so hard previously because of period weight gain.
 
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Wow how do you walk that much before eating? I struggle to walk 3k before eating tbh, most of my steps are done after food.
If the question was for me:
Idk honestly. Sometimes I get this weird nervous energy when I'm fasting. I'm tired but wired if that makes sense? And I drink lots of coffee. I feel too guilty if I eat before I have completed my daily step goal. It is extremely disordered and I don't recommend. There is no real benefit.
 
Only raw foods before 4pm, vegan. Trying it out and I love it
 
Mine is: No calories allowed before I hit 30000 steps for the day

Go :)
This seems pretty debilitating. I'm really sorry you're struggling so much with the number of steps right now
 
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This seems pretty debilitating. I'm really sorry you're struggling so much with the number of steps right now
It is. I lie to myself that I am in control by doing the steps and then eating but the fact is, I have never been so out of control in my life. It feels like my ED is evolving. I don't know how to get out of this and I'm afraid it's going to get worse (more and more steps before eating etc.)
 
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usually only real change is some sort of new addition to long list of pointless tasks I have to do in order to earn main meal in evening. don't have OCD, neurotic stuff just gets worse more restrictive/lower I am, they just kind of creep in w/o me noticing as subconscious way to postpone. and now we're at little over 2 hours of stupid shit

latest thing is requirement to wipe down main doorknobs bc god forbid I touch door handle before eating + someone else touched it 9 hrs ago w microscopic particles of food on hands I guess
OMG this! So many pointless tasks before I allow myself to eat. It is ridiculous. Taking a shower, making sure everything around me is as clean as possible, wearing only comfortable clothes etc. I'm so sorry you are struggling with this as well.
 
Eat protein, at least 50g per day. Preferably 75g+. I don’t always manage this though.

electrolytes! I’m trying to be better at taking potassium and magnesium. I don’t want another fucking admission

hydration. I’ve have some stage 1 AKIs and I need to hydrate more.

taking vitamins and supplements (don’t always manage )

lose the weight I gained in hospital
I'm trying to increase protein too! And electrolytes are a must, I'm probably running low key dehydrated at all times as I get leg cramps pretty often :/
 
Hour of cardio minimum everyday. Doesn't have to be the same activity and can be spread out. Possible new rule is burning a minimum of 200cal a day while doing the cardio. Manageable for now, at least.
 
No more food after 7:30pm
Lowered my high restriction intake limit to 1200
Increased activity goal to 1hr walking daily minimum, and an hour of any type of strenuous activity
Only liquid calories allowed 3 days a week to keep suspicion down as well as ‘wasted calories’
High protein diet- must have protein with absolutely everything so I can maintain muscle mass
18:6 intermittent fast everyday
 
I dont have a recently made rule, but i recently unlocked fasting as a skill. Never in my whole ed career have I been able to fast longer than 24 hours. But last week I was freaking out over a 4000 calorie binge and boom. Didn't eat for 42 hours- Only decided to break the fast so i could break my 'record' later. It awoke something in me unfortunately
 
I'm only allowed to have a snack if I walk 1000 steps first
I used to bored eat snacks while gaming, but this helps me cut that down AND get steps in!
 
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