so from the start of my ed ive always thought of it as something aesthetic and i motivated myself by daydreaming, but recently ive been a mess, im b/ping most of the days, im trying to get back into ana since it was so much easier and obv i lost weight back then. im just curious what aesthetic/lifestyle you think of when romanticizing? (im fully aware that its so harmful but i cant help it, im not pushing it onto anyone if u find this triggering dont read it)
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marieleiea
romanticizing ana
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I miss seeing bones and miss the ability to restrict so much 🥺I’ve gained to a healthy weight mainly due to alcohol induced food binges. I think for me it literally is the safety and comfort of seeing and feeling myself as underweight and the fasting high I used to experience days of being on empty 😥
Personally for me, I always wanted to be that 'overworks themselves to the point they don't even remember to eat' type person. I used to be, and it wasn't ideal but I always strive to get it back.
The person always taking extra shifts, always studying or reading, and if they aren't doing that then they're cleaning or drinking coffee/energy drinks to keep them going because there's just 'not enough time to eat'.
Kinda the stereotypical 'ana' person, but I've always wanted to execute it in a way that it doesn't seem like I'm doing it on purpose lol
The person always taking extra shifts, always studying or reading, and if they aren't doing that then they're cleaning or drinking coffee/energy drinks to keep them going because there's just 'not enough time to eat'.
Kinda the stereotypical 'ana' person, but I've always wanted to execute it in a way that it doesn't seem like I'm doing it on purpose lol
Totally relate to this!
It makes me feel so disciplined and I love the light, empty feeling you get
I hate feeling like this but i feel so free yk? but trapped just light ig, My family thinks im crazy because sometimes i don't have the energy to work out so i just listen to music and dance around my room i think it helps for me 
) makes me feel better
) makes me feel better
I like how it makes me feel as though I'm "above" needing food. My ED is way less about looks and weight and food than it is about success in every other aspect of my life. It makes me feel cerebral, controlled, driven.
I usually think about wearing pretty clothes without feeling like they barely fit
Loose skirts
Loose dresses
Oversized sweaters
I don’t care if people know I starve myself on purpose, it actually makes it feel like an even bigger accomplishment to me. To look so petite and effortlessly cute in whatever I put on
Loose skirts
Loose dresses
Oversized sweaters
I don’t care if people know I starve myself on purpose, it actually makes it feel like an even bigger accomplishment to me. To look so petite and effortlessly cute in whatever I put on
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