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hi guys, haven't posted on here in a while as things have been super hectic in real life, lost my mother so haven't been keeping up as much as i'd like to. i love you guys & i hope i can be more active again 💝💝
anyways - food today
unpictured: half of an apple fritter (300), 2x pepsi 0, & a black cherry vanilla bang.

lunch: slightly roasted broccoli, red onion, & carrot, some fresh cucumber, & some very very unauthentic tzatziki (bottom plate is mine, only 99 cals including the tzatziki!!!)

yogurt bowl snack: some nonfat cream cheese, around 100g vanilla oikos, exactly 1g pbfit :ROFLMAO:, half a packet of splenda, 2 crushed up mini pretzels, & some sf choc chips! (163 calories)

dinner: chili w/ lowfat mozzarella & lowfat sour cream. had some saltines on the side. (estimating at 600 calories?)

and for dessert i finally tried the peanut butter cup halo top! i think its alright, i probably wouldn't buy it again but ill definitely eat the rest of the pint. i think having half a serving and adding some sf chocolate chips would be better! (110 calories)

hope everyone is well :)
 

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hi guys, haven't posted on here in a while as things have been super hectic in real life, lost my mother so haven't been keeping up as much as i'd like to. i love you guys & i hope i can be more active again 💝💝
anyways - food today
unpictured: half of an apple fritter (300), 2x pepsi 0, & a black cherry vanilla bang.

lunch: slightly roasted broccoli, red onion, & carrot, some fresh cucumber, & some very very unauthentic tzatziki (bottom plate is mine, only 99 cals including the tzatziki!!!)

yogurt bowl snack: some nonfat cream cheese, around 100g vanilla oikos, exactly 1g pbfit :ROFLMAO:, half a packet of splenda, 2 crushed up mini pretzels, & some sf choc chips! (163 calories)

dinner: chili w/ lowfat mozzarella & lowfat sour cream. had some saltines on the side. (estimating at 600 calories?)

and for dessert i finally tried the peanut butter cup halo top! i think its alright, i probably wouldn't buy it again but ill definitely eat the rest of the pint. i think having half a serving and adding some sf chocolate chips would be better! (110 calories)

hope everyone is well :)
i am so sorry for your loss xx
 
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Today was long. I worked 11 hours then went grocery shopping and to the gym. Working out was so hard for me tonight some reason. Today is the same shit as yesterday and the day before pretty much except I ran out of cottage cheese so I had a piece of chicken instead for that meal. Tomorrows intake will be different
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hi guys, haven't posted on here in a while as things have been super hectic in real life, lost my mother so haven't been keeping up as much as i'd like to. i love you guys & i hope i can be more active again 💝💝
anyways - food today
unpictured: half of an apple fritter (300), 2x pepsi 0, & a black cherry vanilla bang.

lunch: slightly roasted broccoli, red onion, & carrot, some fresh cucumber, & some very very unauthentic tzatziki (bottom plate is mine, only 99 cals including the tzatziki!!!)

yogurt bowl snack: some nonfat cream cheese, around 100g vanilla oikos, exactly 1g pbfit :ROFLMAO:, half a packet of splenda, 2 crushed up mini pretzels, & some sf choc chips! (163 calories)

dinner: chili w/ lowfat mozzarella & lowfat sour cream. had some saltines on the side. (estimating at 600 calories?)

and for dessert i finally tried the peanut butter cup halo top! i think its alright, i probably wouldn't buy it again but ill definitely eat the rest of the pint. i think having half a serving and adding some sf chocolate chips would be better! (110 calories)

hope everyone is well :)
I am so sorry I’ve lost my mother as well and there just aren’t words
 

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hello lovelies, im back again with another post!!
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started da day with some coffee!!!!! ima assume around 15cal 2 be safe bc my creamer is 5cal per tbsp...
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+ my amazing safe meal!!!! 230cal

i went 2 costco so i bought 45cal bread and im so happy omg so i had lunch there so my mom made me have a fiber one bar for lunch(she understands my ED and lets me eat my safe foods instead of highcal fear foods..)
Liquid Drinkware Tableware Cup Coffee

another fiber one bar with diet pepsi.. diet pepsi my beloved <3 70cal

when i got home my mom made me drink an ensure
Liquid Bottle Fluid Plastic bottle Drink

160cal

before dinner i wanted to try a bite of some tres leches cake(legitimately one of my favorite desserts) and we had bought a slice but it was soo dry and not worth the cals.. im gonna be extra safe here and assume it was 50...
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not worth it X_X tasted drier than my hands in december

for dinner i made a 140cal sandwich of just ham(yes, that sounds depressing as hell bc no mayo or mustard, not even cheese, but i love plain foods omg) plus a sugar free ginger ale thats 10cal and my grandma made me eat some salad but im quite picky so i only ate da carrots and strawberries i wanna be safe so im assuming its around 20cal
Food Table Tableware Bottle Sliced bread

this was absolutely DELICIOUS i was absolutely happy ^_^
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strawberby

total cals i think(i spent over 5 minutes trying to calculate this i hope its correct ) = 695cal

make sure 2 hydrate.. hydrate well.. and hydrate enough or else... water is so good for u and u need it to live and even helps with weight loss and helps your body do basic functions!! cya tomorrow most likely!!
 

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before dinner i wanted to try a bite of some tres leches cake(legitimately one of my favorite desserts) and we had bought a slice but it was soo dry and not worth the cals.. im gonna be extra safe here and assume it was 50...
Food Tableware Ingredient Dishware Blue

not worth it X_X tasted drier than my hands in december
they forgot the leches in that cake 💀💀 rest of your food looks good though! what creamer do u use ?
 

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pretty sure i’ve had edamame everyday for like 2 weeks. didn’t do much today but i still got 15k steps w some pacing 💪💪

lunch - been obsessed w peanut butter and banana toast recently // 207 calories View attachment 1167449

dinner - edamame and cauliflower w/ hemp hearts // 336 calories
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Those banana slices are adorable!! How long did that take you?
Your dinner looks so appealing, I’m imagining it with soy/teriyaki/miso and legit drooling
 

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did so much better yesterday !!! no bingeing or purging lol despite having a really fucking awful time (mentally) in the evening

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fruit leather (60)
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made a block of chocolate w vegan sugar free dark chocolate, mixed nuts & pink salt (whole block was 360, so 120?)
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burrito w lean beef mince, capsicum, lentils, red onion, lactose free sour cream, lettuce, coriander & salsa (maybe 420? 450?)
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another piece of chocolate (100)
+ a few black coffees

Total: 730
I would die for that burrito
 

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hi guys, haven't posted on here in a while as things have been super hectic in real life, lost my mother so haven't been keeping up as much as i'd like to. i love you guys & i hope i can be more active again 💝💝
anyways - food today
unpictured: half of an apple fritter (300), 2x pepsi 0, & a black cherry vanilla bang.

lunch: slightly roasted broccoli, red onion, & carrot, some fresh cucumber, & some very very unauthentic tzatziki (bottom plate is mine, only 99 cals including the tzatziki!!!)

yogurt bowl snack: some nonfat cream cheese, around 100g vanilla oikos, exactly 1g pbfit :ROFLMAO:, half a packet of splenda, 2 crushed up mini pretzels, & some sf choc chips! (163 calories)

dinner: chili w/ lowfat mozzarella & lowfat sour cream. had some saltines on the side. (estimating at 600 calories?)

and for dessert i finally tried the peanut butter cup halo top! i think its alright, i probably wouldn't buy it again but ill definitely eat the rest of the pint. i think having half a serving and adding some sf chocolate chips would be better! (110 calories)

hope everyone is well :)
I am so sorry to hear that, hope you’re coping x
On a slightly lighter note, that 1g is out to get us
 
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hi guys, haven't posted on here in a while as things have been super hectic in real life, lost my mother so haven't been keeping up as much as i'd like to. i love you guys & i hope i can be more active again 💝💝
anyways - food today
unpictured: half of an apple fritter (300), 2x pepsi 0, & a black cherry vanilla bang.

lunch: slightly roasted broccoli, red onion, & carrot, some fresh cucumber, & some very very unauthentic tzatziki (bottom plate is mine, only 99 cals including the tzatziki!!!)

yogurt bowl snack: some nonfat cream cheese, around 100g vanilla oikos, exactly 1g pbfit :ROFLMAO:, half a packet of splenda, 2 crushed up mini pretzels, & some sf choc chips! (163 calories)

dinner: chili w/ lowfat mozzarella & lowfat sour cream. had some saltines on the side. (estimating at 600 calories?)

and for dessert i finally tried the peanut butter cup halo top! i think its alright, i probably wouldn't buy it again but ill definitely eat the rest of the pint. i think having half a serving and adding some sf chocolate chips would be better! (110 calories)

hope everyone is well :)
Im so sorry about losing your Mom. Hugs.
 

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it's been a while since I've posted here. it's my second to last day of spring break, just wanted to stop by and share some photos before getting back into school.

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falafel bowl

Food Ingredient Recipe Staple food Rice noodles

ramen/noodle bowl

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vegan chili, chocolate raspberry muffin, salad vegetables, pita bread, diet coke
i've gotten fond of diluting my diet coke with water, tastes more refreshing that way.

Food Ingredient Hushpuppy Recipe Deep frying

fried mushrooms w dill aioli from the pub
not bad, but will probably get fries next time so i can share with friends. i feel like mushrooms aren't everyone's favorite grub

Food Plant Ingredient Recipe Leaf vegetable

avocado toast from Einstein bro's

Food Natural material Packing materials Ingredient Plastic bag

chocolate chip cookies my discussion TA made for the class

Food Ingredient Recipe Baked goods Glaze

vday donuts from dunkin

Food Ingredient Staple food Recipe Mushroom

ramen

hope everyone has been well. will try to post more regularly, but can't promise anything. i'm also trying to live a little more in the present so that's why i haven't been so active...want to stay away from screens whenever i can.
 

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hi guys, haven't posted on here in a while as things have been super hectic in real life, lost my mother so haven't been keeping up as much as i'd like to. i love you guys & i hope i can be more active again 💝💝
i'm so sorry to hear about your mother. losing a parent is one of the most difficult experiences we can go through in life </3
i hope that you've been able to surround yourself with people who care about you and can offer comfort and support.
sending you love 💓
 

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i'm so sorry to hear about your mother. losing a parent is one of the most difficult experiences we can go through in life </3
i hope that you've been able to surround yourself with people who care about you and can offer comfort and support.
sending you love 💓
thank you 💝 the reply means a lot to me, sending love your way too
 

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pretty sure i’ve had edamame everyday for like 2 weeks. didn’t do much today but i still got 15k steps w some pacing 💪💪

lunch - been obsessed w peanut butter and banana toast recently // 207 calories View attachment 1167449

dinner - edamame and cauliflower w/ hemp hearts // 336 calories
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edamame > everything tbh

also i love the banana stars
 

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went to a taiwanese place w a friend for lunch,, the sandwich was p mediocre as it was literally,, mostly bread but the fresh soymilk was good 😌
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the cinna roll cookie was too sweet as i predicted lmao
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veg for dinner
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once again everything was purged ;;; tbh idk why i even track calories anymore if all/most of it is just going to come back out,, i'm tired
 
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