[sofiaxoxoxx]

The oriental chips are some of my favorites 🥰🥺

Love these stracciatella cakes🥰🥰

So jealous of the chicken nuggets and mayo and ketchup it looks absolutely heavenly 🥰🥺

but 17€?? Is stuff really that expensive now??🥺 Holy moly

hope you enjoyed it though 😊

ohh yes the chicken nuggets were 7.49€ i remember they used to be only 3.99€ before!! sadly most of my binges a day cost around 15-20€ but usually from food delivery services so i was a bit happy that i've got this one as it was a proper binge in a long time 😊 also i agree the oriental ones are my fav they're the best!! they just burn my throat a bit when you purge them alone 😫

 

[ThisisElen]

It's been a long time since I posted here. That's not to say I don't b/p, tbh I'm active in the kitchen & toilet every day and all day and after all this shitshow i'm tired asf to post lol
this one from today I thought was worth posting, plus I had a lot of spaghetti and meat and ketchup for dinner afterwards.

 

[🖤CARMILLA🖤]

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It's been a long time since I posted here. That's not to say I don't b/p, tbh I'm active in the kitchen & toilet every day and all day and after all this shitshow i'm tired asf to post lol
this one from today I thought was worth posting, plus I had a lot of spaghetti and meat and ketchup for dinner afterwards.

omg what’s the white stuff??? that looks so good

 

[ThisisElen]

omg what’s the white stuff??? that looks so good

Vannila Cotton candy. Its Basically just sugar but the way it melts in mouth 😩

 

[randompersonhi]

Yesterday:

• shrimp egg roll
• shrimp with black bean sauce with pork fried rice
• wonton soup
• oatmeal
• dates
• granola butter
• cupcakes and bit of leftover crumbl cookies
• Pepsi mango zero sugar

• strawberry cheesecake
• Baklava cheesecake
• carrot cake
• Lots of oatmeal
• granola butter
• vanilla almond milk
• raspberry dark chocolate vitamin water zero

• chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream
• this other cool ice cream the best thing I ever tasted, it was blue and had all of this white chocolate in it 🤤

—-
Then after this I had another huge binge at night and couldn’t purge because family around omg the worst. I only had two laxatives left and took them to do “something” but they hardly workedso annoying. So guess what I say to myself that tomorrow I will fast to make up for it but then today I ended up binging and purging 😢 definitely going back to pure restriction on Monday, max 500 calories a day but it feels impossible. 😡😡

TODAY:

• shrimp and broccoli with white rice and a pork egg roll
• oatmeal with peanut butter in it

Next:

• dates
• Oreo cakesters
• bbq Doritos
• pumpkin spice cookies
• dates
• vanilla almond milk to dip the cookies
• Trader Joe’s chicken miso soup, it was horrible ended up throwing it out after tasting it
• little granola butter, peanut butter, cookie butter
• sour patch strawberry, didn’t end up eating these because I wasn’t trying to go through a impossible purge especially after yesterdays problem
• Coke Zero

 

[Fearlesslyfoxes]

Yesterday:
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• shrimp egg roll
• shrimp with black bean sauce with pork fried rice
• wonton soup
• oatmeal
• dates
• granola butter
• cupcakes and bit of leftover crumbl cookies
• Pepsi mango zero sugar

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• strawberry cheesecake
• Baklava cheesecake
• carrot cake
• Lots of oatmeal
• granola butter
• vanilla almond milk
• raspberry dark chocolate vitamin water zero

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• chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream
• this other cool ice cream the best thing I ever tasted, it was blue and had all of this white chocolate in it

—-
Then after this I had another huge binge at night and couldn’t purge because family around omg the worst. I only had two laxatives left and took them to do “something” but they hardly workedso annoying. So guess what I say to myself that tomorrow I will fast to make up for it but then today I ended up binging and purging definitely going back to pure restriction on Monday, max 500 calories a day but it feels impossible.

TODAY:
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• shrimp and broccoli with white rice and a pork egg roll
• oatmeal with peanut butter in it

Next:
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• dates
• Oreo cakesters
• bbq Doritos
• pumpkin spice cookies
• dates
• vanilla almond milk to dip the cookies
• Trader Joe’s chicken miso soup, it was horrible ended up throwing it out after tasting it
• little granola butter, peanut butter, cookie butter
• sour patch strawberry, didn’t end up eating these because I wasn’t trying to go through a impossible purge especially after yesterdays problem
• Coke Zero

Everything looks amazing.
I totally understand the panic situation after not being able to purge and not seeing any results of the laxatives. I hope you’ll feel a bit better tomorrow, ur worthy

 

[Fearlesslyfoxes]

Vannila Cotton candy. Its Basically just sugar but the way it melts in mouth

Cotton candy is amazing woah. Ate this a lot when I was a kid. Kinda wondering, how’s purging this? When I think about it I can already feel it sticking at the side of my stomach, not wanting to move a little bit haha

 

[Fearlesslyfoxes]

Okay so I’ve been binging a lot today lmao. Went to the city with my mom which was nice. Felt good to be away from home and not being able to binge but I kinda panicked because I was soo hungry. I literally starved myself the entire day and I walked a lot so yay. When I got home I immediately went to the supermarket to buy food and I binged the whole evening, +- 5-6 hours lmao. I flushed a lot at the end, I felt so exhausted like I could pass out or something and sweating like crazy. Now laying in bed hoping to feel better tomorrow but I’m holding a lot of waterweight so I’m planning on having another binging night with lots of alcohol to be dehydrated the day after. Oh gosh, EDs are weird.
Anyways, some random foodpics of the things I had.

Can we please appreciate the fact that this burger has been drowned in melted cheese and I enjoyed it so much omg. Anddddd a baquette with filet americain, egg, cucumber and lettuce.

A big american pizza with spinach, onions and creamcheese. Plate of tagliatelle with salmon and shrimps in garlic oil.

Pancakes with marshmallow fluff as topping. Don’t know what my head was thinking but turned out bomb. Crisprolls with different spreads and shit, just, nice stuff. Can inhale multiple packages of these things lol.

Fried egg noodles with eggs in tomato sauce. Craving it, got it, and enjoyed it a lot more noodles with teriyaki sauce.

Carrot cake with whipped cream and got these pringles mexican style chilli taco flavour and I need to get these again asap. These were literally the best pringles I’ve ever had so I’ll probably get a few of these again tomorrow lol especially because I love pringles while drinking alcohol so yeah

 

[pr3tz3l]

i hate myself for saying this but i’m already messed up as it is, so i’m jealous of your shoplifting skills


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its insane how i used to be paralyzed with fear over stealing something as small as a candy bar and now i leave with a bag full of stuff undetected lmaoo

cant take all the credit tho, my walmart has little to no security cameras

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[Emptyspirits]

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[Passivesuicidalist]

Vannila Cotton candy. Its Basically just sugar but the way it melts in mouth 😩

It literally looked like a bowl of down feathers to me and I was so fucking confused and concerned all at once loool

 

[ThisisElen]

Cotton candy is amazing woah. Ate this a lot when I was a kid. Kinda wondering, how’s purging this? When I think about it I can already feel it sticking at the side of my stomach, not wanting to move a little bit haha

It's very nostalgic for me too, like I spent my childhood with them‌ and i ate them after years
Actually I don't eat them alone, with cake and other things and I drink hot tea with that and the cotton candy melts completely. generally i don't have problem with purging anything since I'm hf but I don't think cotton candy would be a problem.

 

[Darkundereye]

I got a lot of chocolate tinned fish with bread chilli con carne with rice and jello and some

sweet peppers I'm gonna stuff with cream cheese (safe food of mine) then cigarettes for after lol and 2 giant bottles of fizzy because it helps get the chocolate up

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[Fearlesslyfoxes]

Bought a lot of food today so I’m excited for binging tonight and got alcohol aaaight.

Two pizza’s, one with spinach, onions and cream cheese. Other one is my favourite bbq chicken pizza. Got tagliatelle with salmon and spinach in a creamy sauce. Gyoza’s and spring rollssss. Two ice pints. Magnum double gold caramel billionaire and ben & jerry’s sundae dulce de-lish.

Got an insane amount of bread rolls and two spinach boreks. A baquette with ham. Different kinds of sushi. Three packages of vegan burgers. Two bottles of pringles. Cheddar cheese. Cherry jam. White chocolate sprinkles. Choco fudge cake and whipped cream. And a bottle of passion alcohol with orange peach juice. More crisprolls because I love them.
Actually thinking about getting more alcohol tbh but I think that one bottle is enough. I’ll drink on an empty stomach so the alcohol will kick in much faster lol.
I’ve only payed €7 for this all, I’m getting insane with shoplifting it’s not funny anymore. Gosh how much I hate this habit but the urges to binge are too goddamn high and I can’t pay my binge food and shoplifting gives kind of a thrill or something. When I see this I can only think about the fact that this circle has to stop.

 

[ifeltlikethrowingup]

Remember how I said I don’t b/p that much anymore yeah so much for that
(all from yesterday)

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[ifeltlikethrowingup]

from today:
first one was supposed to be my lunch and then I ended up binging

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[cheeseboyger]

japchae from this liddol korean market i found recently !! it’s not too heavy on the sesame oil and doesnt have sesame seeds which i appreciate ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

 

[StarvingLlama*-*]

I know u shop at aldi but do you ever go to gas stations? Where i live they are the only places open after i get off work so desperate times call for desperate measures!! Thats where i got everything in the pictures except the barbeque 💕 sometimes theyre expensive even for just little snacks but sometimes you find good things like those donuts, and the lil bags of chips were sooo good!! 🥰🥰🥰

No I haven't been to Aldi since I got caught shoplifting in summer 😔
Oh never even thought about going to gas stations!😦 But they're too far away for me to reach them while walking and also I'd be very scared of getting caught there I feel like it's harder to shoplift at a small store like that, no? Also haven't been in a gas station since I was a toddler probably I don't even know what kind of food they have here in Germany lmao 🙈
Glad you were able to find these things there though! Glad you enjoyed it 😊

 

[StarvingLlama*-*]

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You can see my nasty purge shoe and my scale LMFAOOOOOOO. anyway very standard haul for me! Its been a hot minute since i had hot and spicy ramen tho. The last times i remember getting it, it didnt hit as much as usual! Honestly i was just trying to get enough food to last a few binges so this is what i chose. Hope everyone having a nice day out there 💋💋💋

OMG I didn't know extra stuffed Oreo thins exist 🥺🥺 that's like kinda weird concept to me like you either want a bigger cookie (double stuff) or a small one (Oreo thins) why do they combine it? Lmao 😂
Anyways jealous of the m&m cookies and confetti cake as always 🥰🥺
And I swear I could survive off goldfish crackers and cheezits 😂🥰 wish we had the latter here in Germany 🥺
The hot and spicy ramen sounds delicious 😋
Hope you enjoyed it 😊

 

[StarvingLlama*-*]

ohh yes the chicken nuggets were 7.49€ i remember they used to be only 3.99€ before!! sadly most of my binges a day cost around 15-20€ but usually from food delivery services so i was a bit happy that i've got this one as it was a proper binge in a long time 😊 also i agree the oriental ones are my fav they're the best!! they just burn my throat a bit when you purge them alone 😫

OMG 7.50€??😭😭😭 I swear meat and frozen foods like that are so freaking expensive these days how to normal people get by nevermind bulimics lol
Glad you enjoyed it though ☺
Oh no that sounds painful 😣 i recommend milk ice cream or dipping them in cream cheese 🥰 delicious and not spicy while purging haha