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View attachment 1166225 this is just a portion of what i inhaled in my 7 hr b/p session today 🙃
The Mac and cheese looks absolutely delicious 😋

Hazelnut and salted caramel ice cream sounds absolutely heavenly 🥰🥺👌🏻

OMG I freaking love those Nutella biscuits 😩😩🥰 so addictive

Hope you enjoyed it 😊
8 hours sounds exhausting though hope you are doing alright<3
 

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Hii
I haven’t posted in a long time, I guess because I don’t b/p that often anymore only like once every couple weeks. Buut I still can’t deal with stress sometimes in any other way so here we go:

-my highlight was beans with toast and the pasta bake was also really nice
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- I also had 2x porridge and this protein cream thingie (?) it has Oreo and nut pieces in it, very nice
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I also very much overestimated how much food I can eat like my stomach shrinked wtf? I did like 4 rounds to finish the food and still have some left over, a few months ago that would have been like 1 or 2 b/p rounds.
Anyways hope everyone has a good day


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We have such a similar taste it's insane 😂 so jealous of everything!

I just recently craved beans and Bratwürste and just bought beans in tomato sauce too 🥰👌🏻

Jealous of the pasta bake and potato pocket s 🥰😩

The sandwich maker samdwiches and the one with the schnitzel look absolutely heavenly 🥰🥺

Damn I want the nuggets and beans right now 😩🥰

The porridge looks heavenly too and OMG the Oreo protein ice cream looks absolutely incredible too 😻🥺

Hope you enjoyed everything 😊
 

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Ice cream and family guy 😆the little kid version of me would be sooo jealous rn. Oddly this is exactly what I imagined adulthood to be like. Minus the mental illness side.
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Fried chicken cutlet I made with my mom, only had one. The rest will be used for Caesar salad. Mom deserves em more than I do, I always have a guilty conscience for b/p and wasting food ugh 😔
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Baked chicken and vegetables. An otherwise healthy dinner....but not when you're a bulimic who will eat a bajillion servings of any given food
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Toast butter and jam mm
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Oatmeal and cranberry cookie from the store bakery. Delicious with a nice spiced flavor. Strangely comforting if that makes sense. I remember eating something similar as a kid
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Salted pretzel and caramel cookie with chocolate chunks, nuts, and...sooo much other stuff. Absolutely amazing the store bakery has some good ass cookies ngl 😩
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Hot dog with BBQ on sliced bread #gourmet
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Croissant breakfast sandwich YAYYY they finally had more in stock.
Annnd. Yeah. Wasn't supposed to b/p today..but tommorow officially will be my last b/p I just need to finish this food to give me peace of mind UGH I hate how self destructive this cycle is 😔


The chicken and veggies and breakfast biscuits look absolutely delicious as usual 😩🥰

Love Fried chicken cutlets 🥺🥰🥰

Family guy and ice cream sounds perfect to me too 😂👌🏻

Somehow your butter and jam toast always looks mouthwatering 🤤😍

Oatmeal and cranberry cookie sounds like the best thing ever 🥰🥺

WTF Salted pretzel and caramel cookie with chocolate chunks sounds even better OMG I need this in my life 😭😭🥰

Hope you enjoyed everything 😊
Hope you can manage to break the cycle soon<3
 

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i always love your binge hauls so so so much omg 😍😍 all the milka but especially the pastry i love it it looks so good omg omg omg! hope you enjoy(ed) it all :)

Thank you 😊❤
The milka bars are my favorites so good 🥰🥰
Seriously love Lidls bakery stuff 🥰👌🏻
Thank you I'll definitely enjoy it when I can BP again next week
 

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🤤omg i missed ur hauls so much 😭 😭 😭 everything looks so delicious. the brownies look so good, same with the cookies. I love the savory part of this aswell! 💕 i hope you enjoyed this b/p it looks amazing..!!

Thank you so much 😊 the cookies are seriously heavenly 🥰🥰 definitely recommend them Haven tried the brownies yet though
Haven't had it yet but I'll enjoy it next week when I can BP again
 

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A very long one. I had to start binging on the train because it was stalled lol... I ate basically a whole chicken 😭 it was so good!! The hot honey puffs were a bust tho. And i wouldnt recommend those new m&ms either LOL at least i think its new, i never saw them before. Hope everyone is having a good day !
 

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i wanna join you guys for today, here's my b/p session from today 😋
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i've got 2 stracciatella cakes, oriental chips, 1kg of chicken nuggets (around 40-50 pieces inside) and ofc mayo and ketchup for the nuggets, all from german rewe 🤤🤤


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first prepared the cake and cut it in pieces, it's so delicious but really really dry so had to drink even more water 🥰


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then here's the food 🥰🥰 the nuggets were so good and i loved the chips too, the binge was sadly a lot for my body because i gasped for air and could barely breathe, my heart was racing like hell and i could barely walk, it felt like my stomach almost ripped apart :( but purging was at least easy asf and i could do it mostly HF til the end. i enjoyed this binge so much and just around 17€ for all this 😋😋🥰🥰
 

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Yay so glad you feel better 😊
It is indeed hard. Just found out today my mom will work wayy less and the week after next week stay home every day which means no BP at all 😓
Aw thank you 😊💜 I'm definitely glad I can finally enjoy my favorite food again without BPing it. Tastes even better that way haha
I am sorry 😢 I understand how you feel very much. I live in constant worry about my husband taking time off etc and I hate how I feel/react but I can’t help it! I hate that I care so much about having time to bp.
Food really does taste so much different when eating it to keep down, I say it to myself a lot! It always suprises me!
 

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I feel very chocolatey today, but yeah I also got aome savory stuff I can't wait for. Giant spinach ricotta pizza. It's a bit expensive (bit more then 4 euro) but this is the best frozen pizza I ever had and if I have one that's not self made its this
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i wanna join you guys for today, here's my b/p session from today 😋
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i've got 2 stracciatella cakes, oriental chips, 1kg of chicken nuggets (around 40-50 pieces inside) and ofc mayo and ketchup for the nuggets, all from german rewe 🤤🤤


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first prepared the cake and cut it in pieces, it's so delicious but really really dry so had to drink even more water 🥰


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then here's the food 🥰🥰 the nuggets were so good and i loved the chips too, the binge was sadly a lot for my body because i gasped for air and could barely breathe, my heart was racing like hell and i could barely walk, it felt like my stomach almost ripped apart :( but purging was at least easy asf and i could do it mostly HF til the end. i enjoyed this binge so much and just around 17€ for all this 😋😋🥰🥰
Mayo and ketchup is so elite!! Im glad you were able to purge easily even tho u didnt feel well ❤‍🩹 out of curiosity are u able to purge with rings on?
 

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I feel very chocolatey today, but yeah I also got aome savory stuff I can't wait for. Giant spinach ricotta pizza. It's a bit expensive (bit more then 4 euro) but this is the best frozen pizza I ever had and if I have one that's not self made its this
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I havent had kinder bueno in forever!! Youre giving me some good inspo rn.. we dont have the kinder penguins here from what ive seen though! They are so cute, how are they?
 

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I havent had kinder bueno in forever!! Youre giving me some good inspo rn.. we dont have the kinder penguins here from what ive seen though! They are so cute, how are they?
They are delicious!!!! They come refrigerated and have a crunchy chocolate outside with the most delicious whipped cream inside and in the middle also a lil chocolate, paperthin. It is not only delicious but probably one of the most texturally pleasing things I have ever eaten.
So sad you don't seem to have them, for me they are the holy grail of Kinder chocolate, at least their refrigerated products!
 

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Mayo and ketchup is so elite!! Im glad you were able to purge easily even tho u didnt feel well ❤‍🩹 out of curiosity are u able to purge with rings on?
i usually only wear one ring and if i wanted to i could purge with it but i always take it off before purging because i just don't like it getting dirty, damaging the material with acid or potentially hurting my throat :) and yes i love mayo and ketchup so much together it literally goes with almost any junk food 😫😫
 

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I feel very chocolatey today, but yeah I also got aome savory stuff I can't wait for. Giant spinach ricotta pizza. It's a bit expensive (bit more then 4 euro) but this is the best frozen pizza I ever had and if I have one that's not self made its this
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im so jealous of your haul i wish kinder pingui wasn't so expensive because i used to love to b/p on it 😫 i hate inflation so much but i hope you enjoyed these "luxury" foods 🥰🙂
 

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I broke off a date so I could do this. Fml.

I have good news nobody else in this world would care about. And I want to tell someone, so. Last year during a manic episode I made some not great decisions and may have been exposed to HIV. I got my test back today and it was negative. So yay.
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We have such a similar taste it's insane so jealous of everything!

I just recently craved beans and Bratwürste and just bought beans in tomato sauce too

Jealous of the pasta bake and potato pocket s

The sandwich maker samdwiches and the one with the schnitzel look absolutely heavenly

Damn I want the nuggets and beans right now

The porridge looks heavenly too and OMG the Oreo protein ice cream looks absolutely incredible too

Hope you enjoyed everything
Yes everything was very nice! I love how we have such a similar taste, literally everytime I see one of your hauls I think hm I would get that too


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I broke off a date so I could do this. Fml.

I have good news nobody else in this world would care about. And I want to tell someone, so. Last year during a manic episode I made some not great decisions and may have been exposed to HIV. I got my test back today and it was negative. So yay. View attachment 1166777 View attachment 1166778 View attachment 1166779

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congrats on no HIV! i totally understand the manic decision making with later regrets and consequences to deal with :'')

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im so jealous of your haul i wish kinder pingui wasn't so expensive because i used to love to b/p on it 😫 i hate inflation so much but i hope you enjoyed these "luxury" foods 🥰🙂
I got lucky because my boyfriend got it ♡ I am too stingy for expensive B/P chocolate too. I usually order online on sales, but I had mad cravings for chocolate and he too so he went out.
Also I try not to purge today cause I had a seizure last week so the food doesn't feel as wasted as if I were to puke.
Totally get that whole inflation shit. I mostly buy online these days, I can barely pay grocery shop prices anymore.
10 euros for asparagus, an avocado and an energy drink fml.
 
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Hello, didn’t really get pics of yesterdays b/p but whatever, I did have unpictured jam in toast, which was good, I had these landie candie chocolate eggs. One was dark chocolate filled with caramel, the other was milk chocolate and filled with peanut butter. I 100% prefer the peanut butter one. Basically everything I ate was unpictured sorry.

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well I thought maybe you’d like these. Have you ever tried landie candies? Their really good. No idea what the price range is, but idk their probably expensive, my aunt sends them as little gifts. The chocolate pretzels were incredible, I think you might remember in December me showing them here. Anyway, if their not too pricey and their accessible where you are (I think you can buy them online.) I recommend you try them. If you do, let me know how it was.
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Caramel chocolate egg. Unpictured lol.
 
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