My friend that I live with knows I have ED history. I have recently started going to the gym again and my BDD is triggered. I'm slightly overweight but I look much more overfit naked or at least I think so (BMI 26.6). I do NOT want him being aware of this at all. he needs to think I am caring for myself. I just have to get a handful of pounds down again; he is going to the gym and I'm scared he secretly thinks I'm fat and ugly (ah, my situationship, my love). we have one bathroom. I'm so nervous. about to go puke