Idk my risk-it-all-don't-think-about-the-consequences side of me is thinking lifetime supply of semaglutide 😂🤡

 

In all honesty, I'd put it straight into savings and not allow myself to spend it on binge food. That's one thing I have restraint with. I do like to splurge on "health" stuff, though....or if you could get really good plastic surgery or lipo for $5k, I'd be tempted....or the chance to live and eat like Brian Johnson for a week

 

Pay off my credit card. So I could immediately max it out on binge food again

 

Pay an actually good physical trainer who could get me to recomp my skinny body so I wasn't randomly doing strength training all wrong and motivate me to weight train instead of lay in bed bemoaning the fact my body has become the consistency of an emaciated jellyfish ...I'd say a gym membership but (1) I hate exercising around other people (2) I live over an hour drive from any gym and the closest gyms that are over an hour away are really shoddy

 

Both binge foods and safe foods (includes vitamins, electrolytes, alcohol etc. since they have calories) but like 70/30 since I'm suddenly craving fast food again lol.

I manage my income well and never owe people so mostly likely won't be needing it for other stuff.

Eh I could do with some new clothes too!

 

it'd definitely go straight into my savings.

 

just hoard it until i need it

 

I would spend it on a b/p haul

 

As much as I would love to buy all the bp ad safe foods I can think of, I'd probably first would
pay off my loans as much as possible. Cause THEY are the main reason I'm always financially strapped!😓

 

my lizard brain says "buy allllll your favourite binge foods and don't hold back!! get those expensive pastries and cakes from the bakery! get 16 lbs of ice cream! b/p on 3 large pizzas every day! maybe even get a hotel room just to b/p on all that food on in peace!"

(what i'd like to believe is) my somewhat attempting to logical "higher self" says to put it savings and don't even think about spending a cent on binge food.

hopefully the latter would win but i cannot 100% guarantee this lol

 

I would put it straight into savings because I'm CONVINCED if I move out this state I'll magically recover.

 

Pay off my credit card debt and spend the rest on binge food and alcohol. The usual. For a moment I thought I could save some of it but in August I literally spent 2 000 € on binge food and alcohol, so no, I don't have the self control to save any money.

 

Finance my health insurance during my master of science with it.

 

Pursue all the hobbies and hire babysitters

 

addewall

 

I'd love to fly and visit family in another state. It's been a long time since I've got to fly somewhere


Being honest with myself id probably BP some while there especially if I'm staying in a hotel

 

This would be a saving grace right now. I would pay off the rest of this semester's college tuition. The rest would go towards everyday expenses, probably. I need a shaving razor, and bodywash right now.

 

pay my debts to my parents + credit card and a huge sushi bp + savings?