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AFRID or anorexia?

3.3K views 13 replies 12 participants last post by  Pookie boo  
#1 ·
So I have ADHD and autism and I’ve always been a picky eater, but it was never really severe enough to warrant concern. Lately though, I’ve been going through cycles of hating the texture of all food and having zero appetite and I’ll basically put myself on a liquid diet. These cycles last about a week or two and I have to slowly reintroduce safe foods.

Here’s where I’m confused: when I’m in the middle of one of these cycles, it doesn’t cause me distress and I kind of forget about food and weight and it’s honestly pretty nice (minus the brain fog). But when I start eating again, I go back to body checking, doing cardio, and trying to lose weight

Is this adult AFRID or anorexia or a little of both?
 
#7 ·
Sounds like a little bit of both, I bounce between the two as well. My general trend over the past several years has been that I generally don't actually want to lose weight (I have had breakdowns and been borderline suicidal due to my ARFID alone and just struggling to eat or keep my weight up because everything was so unappetizing) but then I have a crippling fear of gaining weight in the "wrong" way (due to orthorexia/residual anorexia), like I am terrified of getting too fat or gaining more fat than muscle or somehow losing control as I gain bc I worry that I won't be able to get my weight back down

So yeah. Both i think
 
#9 ·
The main difference in short is that, anorexia-sufferes are more concerned about weight loss and body dysmorphia. ARFID-sufferes do not really concern or stress about their weight, nor do they have a distorted reality of their body. Google and do your research if you're unsure. BUT the best way is to talk to a professional!! Google and ED-forum aren't that good for a solid diagnosis ;)
 
#10 ·
from what you've written in this post, to me it sounds more like ARFID. being very specific about the foods you're eating, having issues with textures and flavours, foods not feeling safe - all that points to ARFID. preoccuration with your body and weight-loss is more of an anorexia symptom though
 
#12 ·
You can have both. I'm super fussy, scared of getting ill from food, and also anorexic. It sounds like both.

I'm so sorry this is happening to you. It makes conventional treatment so much harder.