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  1. Starting at a higher BMI
    I'm so sick and tired of being so fucking fat, and thinking about how I need to lose weight, trying, failing, complaining, and binging. When is enough ACTUALLY ENOUGH?? What is the breaking point?? How do I change my mental addiction to food? What was YOUR turning point? What made you take real...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    TW. Just a vent. But lately, everything is just... harder. It's always crazy to think that it can get worse from your worst moment but somehow, life keeps surprising me. I feel so... lost and depressed and hopeless. And I'm tired of existing. I feel pathetic for still being alive and existing...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    Idk what it is, but ever since I've relapsed, I have a lot higher self-worth than I did when I was "recovered" and binging constantly. I can feel myself getting thinner, my body changing, my close loosening. I feel like I actually have worth now, and I suppose it's just the ED talking, but I...
  4. BED Discussions
    I binged again. The past two days I even spent only eating under 1300 cals but here the fuck I am. I want to lose so much weight but its like I can only keep piling it on. I ate a whole bag of blaze Doritos for my *snack* this evening. There are fucking 1400 cals in one fucking bag and I...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    So, I'll just start from the beginning I guess. When I was in first grade I first started to feel FAT. I remember my weight being "normal", but I still knew I was fat. In second grade my weight went up about 20-30 pounds. I remember being about 80 pounds, when I was supposed to be 40-60. I just...
  6. Bulimia Discussions
    I had 931 calories today, more than usual, much more. I went to purge tonight, and it took me forever (20 mins), and I didn't even get everything out... Am I still gonna gain weight? I'm panicking a lot right now...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    Anybody else here in their: "I'm a worthless blob of fat" phase right now?
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