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  1. Bulimia Discussions
    how to soothe throat after purging? at least attempting to attempting to, i swear how do ppl do it? i rather just restrict cause binging and purging just isnt worth it. like the binging obviously easy but the purging is such a hassle and plainly sucks. when you've failed at purging you are...
  2. Bulimia Discussions
    what to avoid purging? how to be a better so im pretty disapointed, ive had a pita with veggies and fruit, right? most nutrients containing water but as i tried to make it all go down just the spinach came out -__- which totally sucks since since spinach is hardly anything! unlike the pita...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    I want to be underweight I want all my bones to stick out I want my face to be hollow I want to do drugs that make me thin and kill my mind I want to get run over by a train I want to hang myself I want to open my veins and bleed to death I want to shoot myself in the head I want to drown myself...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    so for context: my brother is two years older than me. he has straight a’s and loves debating and seeing other peoples views on things. he watches and agrees with a lot of what ben shapiro and jordan peterson say despite he himself being trans. he’s very fact/logic oriented. i’m two years...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    BMI at 13.5, I'm so happy? Kind of. I'm happy about the number, want to get down to 83.5 lbs/38kg which would land me on a BMI of 13.1. I want to go lower since I'm so close to 12s, but also? Why am I doing this? At what cost? I've lost contact with friends and family. I hardly speak to...
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    Just putting my current inner monologue out there, I’m genuinely frustrated and depressed because I feel like I’ll never get to my goal. I’ve been at this for ages and I’ve lost 100lbs but I’m still so far from where I want to be. My thighs are huge and never seem to get thinner (especially the...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    I am 5'6" and weigh 115 lbs. My TDEE is 1600 calories a day, even with all the exercise I do (10000 steps a day and cycling 4 times a week). It also gives me so much gender dysphoria and makes me feel short and feminine. No matter how many calories I eat my metabolism will never speed up. I am...
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    i’m so sorry for this rant but today was a really bad day. i went over my 800 calorie limit and i can't help but hate myself so much. i have had some crying sessions today about not being happy in my own body. nothing confirms to me that i’m doing it right. i have been diagnosed with crohn's...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    I am a transgender male with anorexia and a screwed metabolism. If I eat a normal amount of calories like 2000 a day I gain weight even with all the exercise I do. If I eat less like 1200 I lose weight to begin with but gain it back because my metabolism slows down. Because of my slow metabolism...
  10. Anorexia Discussions
    So im only 18, still living with my mom, therefore she buys my groceries. This used to make me super anxious back when i was still hiding my ED because I felt like if I asked for my safe foods shed catch on? But now She is fully aware of my ED and doesn’t seem to mind at all lol. Like obviously...
  11. Bulimia Discussions
    Just binged about 5,000 calories for the day total, might be more I don't know. I can't purge. My gag reflex was barely there and only water came out so I just gave up and started eating more after. I feel terrible and I wish I was dead. I'm sick and tired of being a fat pig. Gonna try to fast...
  12. Bulimia Discussions
    Disclaimer that this is not meant to be offensive to anyone suffering with anorexia, nor is it meant to glorify said disorder. It's simply an vent and expression of my own frustration. I don't know if others will relate or take kindly to this, but this is just something I really want to get off...
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