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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    tw: suicide etc if im being honest the only reason i havent offed myself is because of my ed i like the way it makes me feel? i never feel such immense happiness in anything in my life apart from when i step on the scale and see that i’ve lost weight, sometimes ill audibly cheer myself on...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    tw suicide I told my friend psychiatrist im having really hard time with food and that im suicidal, but she prob doesnt think imma rly do it, but like imma try and get better and tell that I think about it and if it doesnt get better by that time imma just do it, not failing, but do it by a...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    I'm in forced IP recovery since December and I want to die. A target weight of 50.8kg has been set for me. I found out today that this is the minimum I have to achieve and now I seriously want to die. They can suck a dick but I'd rather die than gaining to >51kg. Maintaining my weight between...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    I'm in forced IP recovery since December and I want to die. A target weight of 50.8kg has been set for me. I found out today that this is the minimum I have to achieve and now I seriously want to die. They can suck a dick but I'd rather die than gaining to >51kg. Maintaining my weight between...
  5. Starting at a higher BMI
    I got depressed and ate 2400 kcal/day, 2 days in a row. I did it because I was telling myself that I don't have an ED, this is just a phase, I'm not part of this 'tribe', that I was meant to supersize it and that being at a higher BMI fits my weird as fuck personality better. In a way I wanted...
  6. Movies and TV Shows
    It's a wonderful Korean drama, like it's so good it intrigued me to watch Korean media at all (nothing personal, I just like to focus on one cultural at a time). But i came across a youtube fan video about the ED storyline (there's a single episode about a character's struggle with anorexia b/p...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    So I used to cut myself but I’ve gotten too old for that form of self harm, I turned to drinking but I hated throwing up and the headaches. I always had mild disordered eating, usually would just skip a meal every now and then to not gain weight. After a while I started skipping meals when I was...
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