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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    I have a horrid habit of chewing and spitting. Not used as a way to binge but because I get too scared to swallow certain (well, most) foods once the time comes. However, this is truly a gross and disgusting thing I want to stop. I also worry it is impeding losing weight. Feels like I've been...
  2. Exercise
    I'm been having issues with my mother for a while. I'm tired of constantly being criticized by her, and always feeling like I'm waiting for the next thing she gets angry at me about. I'm tired of her taking me for granted, assuming I have no life, so I can just do everything she and my renter...
  3. EDNOS Discussions
    It's been such a tiring day, and it's only just five PM where I am. I barely slept, then woke up at four AM with heartburn. I exercised for a while, since I couldn't sleep, anyway, then had to go to therapy for the first time in months. My mother drove me, since I can't drive, and we kept...
  4. Exercise
    Sometimes exercise for stress and anxiety relief doesn't work for me. Recently, though, walking has been my main form of stress relief - cutting doesn't work anymore, and I've stopped purging, and don't intend to go back to it, because it just stresses me out more in the long run. Even a sense...
  5. EDNOS Discussions
    I just weighed myself after fasting today, and I'm at 125 - the highest I've ever been in my life. I've been fasting, exercising, counting calories, doing everything I can think of, short of going back to purging, and nothing seems to be working. I can't even believe I've managed to get this...
  6. EDNOS Discussions
    When my ED was at its worst, I very rarely went higher in weight than 109, and 123 was my highest (and that only happened because of my birth control pills making me gain). I would fast for a week at a time, and my exercise was minimal. Now I'm currently at 124, despite the fact that I fasted...
  7. EDNOS Discussions
    Recently, no matter the weight I lose or what I do, I keep going right back to my highest weight - 123. When quarantining first began, I actually managed to get lower than I have in years, but that hasn't lasted. I'm fasting, counting calories, exercising, but nothing is helping. I fasted on...
  8. EDNOS Discussions
    A few months ago, I started trying out OMAD. It was difficult, but I did okay with it. Once all this virus stuff started, and my anxiety around running out of food kicked up, I stopped OMAD, and started full-on fasting more. Because of this, I got to my lowest weight in a couple years. That...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    Anyone else find their in laws SO FREAKING TRIGGERING? My father-in-law (FIL) causes me such anxiety. I can't avoid seeing him, and he's the source of a lot of arguments with my husband. Some of the things he does that stress me the fuck out:- - Calls last-minute to see if he can visit us with...
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