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  1. Member Diets
    TDLR AT THE BOTTOM This time, however, with a voice. Not yours, but my very own. I’m not sure how I found it. It could be that I’m older now, it could be that I care less what people think, I can’t say. But I’m here. It’s been a good 7 years since I’ve posted here (be it a comment or...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    Hey! I am Paprika. I am 22 at the time of writing this. I have BPD on top of my eating disorder. I just got out of a relationship. And I feel like shit. Actually so like shit that I have gone back to my eating disorder. I mean, the eating disorder voice never left, but I was eating like...
  3. Bulimia Discussions
    So recently, I haven’t been able to purge in my home, everyone will hear me and I’m being watched closely by my family. So I’ve been going to the nearby grocery store bathroom every day to do it. Yesterday, I was doing my business in there and I heard a knock but didn’t say anything and then I...
  4. Community Introductions
    You may have known me as Tenshi, but I've recently changed my username, because I needed to shed some old skin, or something. Anyways, yes, I'm back. June was a roller coaster. I overdosed, and it was really up in the air as to if I was going to live or not. Super scary for my friends and...
  5. Bulimia Discussions
    I've been struggling with an ED for years and years now. But I think I've ripped my body over the edge and I'm starting to feel the effects badly. I will burp and a bit of sick will come up. Drink too much, sick. Cough, sick. The WORST is when I laugh.. it's happened 4 times now, each time I've...
  6. Starting at a higher BMI
    This actually happened a few months ago when I was pregnant. My boyfriend knows from prior incidences I have a huge problem with him watching porn. That's its own issue but anyways, basically he had stopped watching porn after the first time I caught him. He said he would never watch it again...
  7. Diet Results
    Im currently 65,8kg for 1m73 (coming from 75kg with an healthy vegan diet) and my goal is 63kg (possibly 59,9kg for the proud). I've been on the b/p journey for 3years but since covid i 've been on recovery, then i relapsed on february 2021 (some b/p but it doesn't influence my weight loss...
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    what i wish the most is that, one day if i have kids,i wish they get to never deal with an ed. Life is tough i know,but i just wish no one goes through this hell :(
  9. EDS Book Club
    I'm dog-sitting and bored, so I'm reading the book "Thinspo" for the second time. It's a simple book, obviously written for young teens. It's not the worst of the genre, but MAN, I forgot how crappy the ending was. It's not that the ending left something to be desired, or felt like a missed...
  10. Anorexia Discussions
    For those of you that entered the world of eating disorders through tumblr blogs, tips & tricks™️, thinspo boards, and "goddess Ana", do you regret having become this way? What was you transition from butterfly to full blown mental illness like? When did you realize you were in too deep and...
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    For those of you that entered the world of eating disorders through tumblr blogs, tips & tricks™️, thinspo boards, and "goddess Ana", do you regret having become this way? What was you transition from butterfly to full blown mental illness like? When did you realize you were in too deep and...
  12. Anorexia Discussions
    And by that I mean when did it start for you? Were you guys ever "cured"? What made you come back? When did you join here? What do you want me/us to know? My Story~ I remember the month of my life where it really started. I was falsely accused of something in Dec 2012, thrown into juvie for 3...
  13. Community Introductions
    Note: I am SO sorry this is super long! Thank you if you read even part of my story - it means a lot! Hello all! I am Courtney, I'm 19, 166cm, 52kg. UK based. (Just to let you know that Courtney is not my real name. My real name is quite unique and it would probably be easy for people to...
  14. Books and Poems
    Author's Note: I wrote a short story tonight, and I just thought I'd share it. As a warning, it contains triggering themes. Unreal A Short Story There was only one shadow on the wall, but she wasn't alone in the bedroom. She lie on her bed, her back to him, and he stood behind her, watching as...
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