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  1. Starting at a higher BMI
    I went from 273 to 252.4 the healthy way. I don’t get no love. I can’t ignore my hunger because I’m a diabetic. I can’t starve myself or I may literally die. I wish I could starve and be a skinny legend too. I’m jealous of all you skinny people. My pants are falling off of me because I lost too...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    so this has been eating me up lately and everytime these thoughts come up i just want to crawl out of my skin at scream. so basically my ED started 4 years ago, 2 years of fully restrictive anorexia, in and out of inpatient blabla. early summer 2020 i started restricting heavily again (coming...
  3. BED Discussions
    I only recently realised just how fat I have gotten. Just measured myself after maybe over a year and the numbers aren’t pretty. Neither is the sight of my naked body in the mirror. I am feeling such utter self loathing and disgust with myself. I can’t believe I let myself get to this point. I...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    well, today is my birthday. I'm twenty-two. nothing has changed. I'm the same old self-loathing, fat imbecile that I've always been since puberty. I don't feel like eating my cake today. I don't feel like eating anything at all. so here's to picking at cake around close friends and trying to...
  5. Starting at a higher BMI
    This is going to sound very triggering and proana and I know not many people will agree with me on this but I want someone to help me choose super low cal items to shop. I am a bulimic but I cannot do this anymore I don't want to purge anymore but I want to lose weight and I need to learn how to...
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    So people that have been to recovery/inpatient and gained the weight back like +15 pounds Where did you all gain it? Did it all just straight up go to your stomach or did you get your ass/boobs back? I got to my goal weight of 37 kg and a waist of 55cm and my doctor wants me to be atleast 45...
  7. Bulimia Discussions
    Its like I keep telling myself I such at not eating and can't believe I can do it. I've starved and restricted from 253 to 107 (back at 115 from lazy purging)-- but I tell myself I can't and I'm worthless at it and I'll never be good enough. I tell myself calorie counting is for good people...
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    Like, I bought it at the start of my latest bout of eating problems and the biggest issue is my boobs(which are the only reason i don't look morbidly obese... is it bad i still remember someone saying in middle school that if your boobs go out past your stomach you don't look fat?) are too big...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    Today I gave in and had a granola bar. I know I'm disappointed in myself. But I told dad I already ate and that I didn't want dinner and he was like fine whatever. Starve to death I'll be the one who gets blamed for it. And now I feel like complete shit
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