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  1. Member Diets
    I'm sick of this stupid b/p cycle, really want to return to restricting and finally lose the gross fat on my thighs and ass lol. I think posting on here and keeping myself accountable around other people will really help. I have a performance soon and I'd at least like to be at 115 by then, and...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    I have a general idea of what food to be weary of, but I wanted to be a bit stricter with myself. Like I try to be minimal with break, cake, pastries, etc but I want to see what's really worse and should be avoided at all costs. So for ideas ig, I wanted to know some typical "would rather die...
  3. Food
    Ok hear me out, we all know that black coffee without sugar has like 2 calories. However, since I'm back to my bullshit, I bought a peruvian brand of Instantaneous coffee (Altomayo Gourmet) and on the back it says it has 318 kcal per 100 grams of coffee. I tend to drink way more than 1 teaspoon...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    recently got a cream from the pharmacist to help with my burns but it seems to be making them worse. my skin was flaky and peeling before, but since i’ve started using the cream it’s only become more dry and my skin is now starting to crack. i’m starting to wonder if the cream is warming up with...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    I hate this. Looking so big.
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    I just feel hopeless even tho I should expect it. I relapsed and kept going loosing weight just for this one unachievable boy. I wanted him to see me and perceive as beautiful. I wanted to be like girls his type he's into. I wanted him to love me and still I'm in pain because the girl I was so...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    I still haven't figured out what works best for me: high or low restriction. Some days high works better and some days low works better. What's everyone's opinion about this?
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    recently i’ve been purging everything i eat but my gag reflex is shot so i’m taking a break for a couple days. i don’t feel comfortable eating solid foods without purging so my only intake is diet coke and one meal replacement shake (around 300kcal) in the evening, and i’m doing this for 2/3...
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  10. Anorexia Discussions
    exactly a year ago i had a thigh gap, i didn’t bloat, and just before the depths of my anorexia. i felt confident, happy! now i started uni after leaving inpatient, i’ve been swimming three times a week, but ended up eating so much w extreme hunger and i feel like now all of a sudden i see it...
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    I've been through months of just eating and eating and barely tracking anything because I know I'll go over my limit. It just seems so hard restricting properly anymore. I've forgotten how to not binge. I need to get my act together and trigger another honeymoon phase. If anyone has any ideas on...
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