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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    Okay. So I had to take off and work my shift so I couldn't post this in the moment but here we are here's my situation: So....I am not doing super Fergilicous lately with my ed and I've been finding it very difficult to eat anything. Like a fricken 5 calorie pickle. I have to fight my brain to...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    it’s half-term soon and my mum plans for us to go on holiday / vacation. luckily we should only be going for a week instead of 2 but i’m still rly nervous. i’ll have to eat 3 meals a day including very high cal foods and desserts. i also wont be able to count cals accurately or even at all. any...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    I have been struggling with binging for two months straight but literally just started restricting intentionally 3 days ago, not even super low, like 12k cals but yesterday exercised for quite a bit (cardio) and ever since my appetite has been completely gone. My stomach acid will sometimes get...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    I am in the process of losing weight from "Recovery" + "Post Recovery Binging Period" triggered by giving into the ethos of 'listen to mental hunger' that spiraled into all out self sabotage. It could make me go insane recounting it so i'm trying to burn it from my memory, literally then...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    It's so weird because I was a binging mess for like the entirety of this semester. Ever since I started restricting again the remorse has kicked in double time. Why the fuck did I stuff myself full of thousands of calories compulsively until I wanted to puke, ruin my body, eat food I didn't even...
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    Hi, I started a fast a few days ago because I just did. Now I am terrified to eat because I know that if I do I will just consume and consume and consume. So I feel like I need to just not eat. I was doing really okay for a while. But I have been super obsessed with exercise and healthy eating...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    I know that my binging episodes have eliminated any hope of me entering recovery for the foreseeable future. For a long time I was in denial about this. I tried to forgive myself, but they just kept repeating. I tried to act like I could move on and pretend it didn't happen. But that's bullshit...
  8. Bulimia Discussions
    Just a thought: In recovery, it is so very hard for me to deal with "breaking a streak" of not purging. When I have not been being and purging for many days and I break the good streak by binge-purging, the guilt is hardly bearable and I am my most vulnerable to relapse. I know it doesn't...
  9. Community Introductions
    Hello anyone reading this! Hope you're having a good day! I don't want to share my IRL name or anything that can identify me outside of here so you can just call me "Dragon" (cheesy, I know). I use they/them pronouns and im pre-T. I haven't used this website in ages since I hit my rock bottom...
  10. Community Introductions
    Hi there! I am heavenfawn, I had a previous account on here as angelfawn that I cannot remember how to get into so I am back. My last time I had come back to EDSF it was when I was heavily triggered by an office weight loss competition (that I won, by the way) and then the CEO of the company...
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    Trigger warning. Read at your own discretion. It's the truth and i've been avoiding it for a while. It's not even about physical insecurities, even though I have those. I need to get the disciplined girl I was back. I am just in a lazy haze right now of self sabotage. I was a severe anorexic...
  12. Anorexia Discussions
    okay no judgement here please - I’m just being honest because for me, anorexia was 10,000x better than binge eating and weight gain. basically, I spent 10 years underweight with AN - Covid f**ked me up, I gained weight and have struggled for 4 years feeling like I’ll never get it back (I know...
  13. Community Introductions
    Hii there, I’m taxivrmn… Taxidermied vermin… anyways, I’m in my twenties and one of those accursed he/him lesbians. I had an account years back, just couldn’t recall the credentials for the life of me. I attempted recovery for a good chunk of 2023 due to severe heart pain… I relapsed very...
  14. Bulimia Discussions
    Recently I’ve been purging every evening… I usually binge on many bowls of cereal with milk and yogurt and apple, maybe other things occasionally. I eat for an hour, then purge. Then eat for another hour and purge and do this for about 2-4 hours depending… my legs and back really ache, and...
  15. Anorexia Discussions
    This will be my first ever post on this website after visiting on and off for like 8 years lol. Anyway, I got to my lw (and diagnosed with an) about 2 years ago when I was in college and now that I live alone once again I’m relapsing - however I hesitate to call it that? I feel like this is...
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