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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    I can’t get to my goal weight while I’m living with my mom because she’ll put me in the hospital for sure and make me eat, probably even make me get back to my sw and I know I can’t let that happen to myself. I just might kill myself if that happens. So I thought, I can go into semi recovery...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    This is my first post here… so hi! So I am currently in intensive outpatient, which means I have to send pictures of every meal to my dietitian. I also have to weigh myself with a blind weight scale and send my dietitian the code that tells her how much i weigh. Recently, though, I’ve been...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    I’ve relapsed finally into my ED, I was good for a while and I hate it- I’m really relieved. I’m so relieved I’ve relapsed, I have been hating my body for a while even if it’s been it’s healthiest. people are already commenting saying I’m not eating enough. The problem is they are more aware of...
  4. Illness or Injury
    Basically starting uni helped me for the most part recover from my ed as I had complete control of my life. However in April I had quinsy which meant I lost the ability to swallow because of this I barely ate anything and it triggered me into relapsing into this restrict then binge cycle. It...
  5. Bulimia Discussions
    For me it was my ex. My sons father helped me recover when we began dating. I never hid the fact that I’m Bulimic, he knew since the start. We were together for 4 years and I obviously gained weight once I began eating regular meals, stopped the purging, and had his child. The last 4 months we...
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    I feel like the world's shittiest anorexic. I have a lot of loose skin so I'm skinny fat (bone-y but flappy skin everywhere), can't understand shit, feel cold all the time, am not nice to my entourage. But the worse or it all for me, is that I've been in semi-recovery (with a few binges and...
  7. Public Blogs
    I haven’t been here for a while, the forum has changed, I’m a bit confused about how to navigate it now. I’m 23. I’ve had an ED since I was 5. Of course it has changed and transformed throughout my life but I finally found recovery when I was 21 because I was so sick and tired of this...
  8. Starting at a higher BMI
    My psychiatrist when she found out that I had started fasting for multiple days in a row and throwing up what I did eat again, rather than "just" binging like I had been doing, basically told me to keep it up as long as it is working for me. Probably because I'm obese so any method of weight...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    I'll go first 🙋🏻‍♀️ My bf brought home a playboy cigarette lighter and my ass is a different shape than the model on the lighters 💁🏻‍♀️ whole ass mental breakdown ensued when he refused to throw it away. I called it her and she instead of it for like two weeks then eventually threw it out in...
  10. Anorexia Discussions
    how to not relapse, or like slow down a relapse? or be productive and not spend any money during a relapse? might as well ask how to levitate. my wallet is not doing well.
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    1. greetings from my new account:,,,) just got on here for the first time in months to find out about the update and that i can’t get my old account back! yay! love life! 2. pretty much what the title says. i want to fast, i LOVE fasting, it makes me feel really good about myself in a fucked...
  12. Anorexia Discussions
    ok i know the title sounds like word salad, but here’s the gist: after my first stint of an active ED, i went to treatment and weight-restored fully. since getting out, i slowly lost weight and have been maintaining between BMI 17-18 for about a year. when my ED first started, i didn’t get bad...
  13. Anorexia Discussions
    Not sure if this will make sense but last few months iv relapsed hard and last I checked was down 14kg, unsure of my current weight as haven’t had a scale for about a month now but I can definitely see i am fairly slimmer and am guessing iv lost another 2 or 3kg. I am obviously pleased to be...
  14. Anorexia Discussions
    I just need to get this off my chest. Ever since I moved out from my parents house' I actively started losing weight to get down to my old lowest weight. At the same time I do not want to lose myself in this eating disorder again and try not to take any extreme measures. But lately I found...
  15. Anorexia Discussions
    i have got to get down a few BMI points for a diagnosis. so here are my wieiads. sorry if you don't want to see this, its mostly just for me. feel free to post yours too.
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