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Anorexia DiscussionsSo recently I got my braces tightened and whenever this happens it becomes really hard to eat because my teeth hurt so bad. This is always super triggering of my ED that I've mostly recovered from. I reposted a meme about having a bad relationship with food and my partner definitely took notice...
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Anorexia Discussionsidk i’m just so anxious. i hate wearing a swimsuit. i’ve lost 10 pounds in less than a. month into my relapse so SOMEBODY will say something. my sister is going to eat all the safe foods i packed and i can’t hide them bc we’ll be sharing the fridge obviously (she doesn’t live with us). i’ll be...
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Anorexia Discussionsi hit my LW in december last year after leaving an abusive relationship and getting my social life back. i was using a lot of cocaine/MDMA/clonazepam and barely eating, partying a lot etc. a traumatic event in march made it so i stopped doing drugs and moved out of town. i gained a bunch of...
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Anorexia DiscussionsHi, This is just a bit of venting ig. I'm two months in recovery. Recently stuff has been hard. I relapsed in self-harm recovery, my anxiety medication is not working and I'm suicidal again. I feel like relapsing because I don't want to die - it doesn't make sense, but I want to feel excited...
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Anorexia DiscussionsI’m just so disappointed at my own self control now … I’ve completely lost it. I used to be 31kgs … now im 41… I’ve gained 10kg in half a year and I feel gross I can feel my body against my clothes and the worst thing is I feel even more shit now than I did at a low weight. Like no energy… and...
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Community IntroductionsHey there fellow mentally unstable humans, Nina here 🖤 I’m a 17 year old goth that accidentally semi recovered in the past few months or so. I have had eating disorders pretty consistently since I was 13, used to be a member of this forum briefly when it was mpa. I never knew why I felt like I...
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Anorexia DiscussionsAlright so I'm supposed to be in recovery but I've been feeling really bad mentally and want to get worse really bad, I need to drag this out for more than a month though as I'm being weighed regularly and I need advice on how to cope until summer break. Preferably some high cal foods that would...
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Anorexia DiscussionsAlright so I'm currently in treatment and get weighed every week and I need to at least maintain my weight but it's been getting really hard to eat, well, anything. And my mom usually tries to make sure I eat at least 4 times a day. I've managed to skip lunch so I can have a 6 hr fast on school...
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Anorexia Discussionsthis is going to be an annoying rant but I don’t feel anorexic enough. before i was really anorexic, my bmi was about 13 and i was really sick but then I recovered and I haven’t been able to lose that much weight for years ever since. i rlly wish i could take it as serious as i did, i miss being...
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Starting at a higher BMIHi, you can call me either Pastel or Puppy, she/her, 22 years old, turning 23 this month. I've been struggling for 5 years with my ED. I was 150lbs at the start of it (2018) and got to my lowest of 89lbs in 2020 2 years later due to constant struggle of restrict-binge-fast-restrict. 2020 was...
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Anorexia DiscussionsJan 29th started recovery after dropping to 42 kg ( ugw was 44kg) caught a virus and just couldn't fight it on low restriction, have been fighting AN on and off for litterally 20years. I am now 63kg after about 11 weeks of recovery and reactive eating. Suddenly don't want it anymore, I miss...
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Anorexia Discussionsi’ve been maintaining my weight for almost a year, with a little, one month long relapse. but i’ve gained 4 kg’s from the weight imve wanted to at least maintain and recent events made me relapse again and now take it seriously to get gack to my lw (42kg). currently i weigh 48.3kg and i want to...
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Anorexia DiscussionsI’m about a year into recovery now and made the decision to do it by myself when I no longer had the energy to exercise or really do anything anymore and as everyone knows who has gone through it themselves, it’s hard. Eating more, normalising eating regularly and with other people, allowing...
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Anorexia DiscussionsMy parents know about my ed and i have been in quasi recovery for a while now but I really want to start restricting again. When your parents tell you that dinner is ready or smt, do you just say ‘no’ and that’s it, you openly restrict and refuse? Because I can’t restrict without my parents...
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