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  1. Community Introductions
    hey im angie ive had an eating disorder for almost 10 years now but never brought myself to make this account. mostly ive always just used group chats and accounts on social media to talk. im relapsing pretty bad recently and just looking for a place to browse around and make conversation. im...
  2. Bulimia Discussions
    anyone in the same boat as me? i feel really alone right now since all my friends in real life seem to be content with their weight and haven't dealt with the same fluctuations that i have. when i first started my ED journey i remember i started when i was 159 lbs and i was so scared as i was...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    Me personally weed makes me gain weight I was wondering if this affected anyone else as well.
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    does any of you struggle with heartache? last year I had the worst relapse of my life. well, i suppose, in comparison to other people on this forum, i wasn’t struggling that much. anyways, i did a 2468 diet from late jan till april. i lost some weight but every single day I could feel getting...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    So before inpatient I was nearly about to die so obvs don't want to go that low again but i self-discharged, moved to america for uni and either the weight from hospital redistributed or i accidentally gained some because of binges and ugh it just got so bad, i had no control, couldn't restrict...
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    I have my biweekly therapy appointment tomorrow and we’re going to be talking about my relapse tomorrow, and I’m honestly having mixed feelings. I texted her last week admitting that I relapsed because I knew I wouldn’t be able to admit it to her face on the day of the appointment (I have this...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    I've been so unhappy with my weight lately. I went from 48kg (my lowest weight, at 14) to 78kg (current weight, at 21). I hate how I look and how heavy I feel. I've been trying to stop eating, the way I have done so many times before, but this time I just can't hack it. My OCD keeps making me...
  8. Bulimia Discussions
    i was fasting pretty fine for 4 days but suddenly something flipped the switch and i had the most nasty binge urges of my life, gave in after 4-5 hours of struggling and battling. i feel terrible and i feel like i didn't get everything out so i even resorted to flushing which i usually avoid...
  9. Bulimia Discussions
    I saw it coming from miles away, I even cut myself some slack in case of a relapse, but I'm still angry at myself. I went 12 days b/p-free, which is cool I guess, but I crashed down so hard today, and the way I did... I ate frozen leftover food that I put in the freezer just so I can't b/p on...
  10. Anorexia Discussions
    i'm going to need a how-to guide from all you lovelies. recently out of inpatient, i am all mushy and emotional and relapse-y, so basically yes, i am a mess. i would LOVE tips on how to restrict and lose with parents watching your every move and how to be sneaky. thanks!!
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    Right, so the title… I recently relapsed again and this time I feel like I HAVE to reach my ugw. It isn’t about feeling like I succeeded or anything like that, I genuinely believe I got too fat to recover at this point. My partner has been supportive and all, but he just admitted to me that he...
  12. BED Discussions
    let me explain. i am currently 13 years old. i was overweight for the majority of my life (125 pounds in fifth grade probably around 5’0, YIKES) and during the pandemic i lost 20 pounds and developed an ed. and i loved it. i grew older and taller, and i lost more weight. i think the lowest i...
  13. Anorexia Discussions
    Okay, so i’ve been AN/BP for a long time & my health has declined so badly lately. I want to try recovering but when I try to eat like a normal person I just end up terrified & purging or just binging & purging. How do you just start eating normally? I try high protein meals, things that are...
  14. Community Introductions
    Heya, I'm a 20-year old artist from Manchester, UK. I have late-diagnosed autism as well as depression, anxiety and PTSD from childhood trauma. I have also been anorexic and bulimic for about 2-3 years, I have been recovered for two years but I feel on the verge of relapse. I also used to...
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