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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    So I’ve started drama school, doing a musical theatre degree which is the most intense thing ever and my body and mind can’t keep up. My tutors and the pastoral staff have basically said that all eyes are on me and if I start deteriorating further they will take the rains and it’s unlikely I...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    I got into a relationship with a boy that is a big gym rat. He helped me recover a lot and got me into the gym. I started out with a bulking mindset to recover. To see food as fuel and as a way to gain muscle. But now I’m super unhappy with all the fat I’ve also gained. I’m back to 130lb (+18lb)...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    Hes never once made me feel like a burden though, i just feel it. Whole day every single. god. damn. day he's there for me. Every hour for multiple hours hes there. No matter what hes doing. Whether im crying, refusing to eat, panicking, saying horrible things about myself, demanding to be hit...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    So my long term partner who loves me and supports me said to me yesterday that 'he's resigned to me never recovering.' He thinks it's pointless going to my Ed therapist because I'm 'wasting her time' He did attend an appointment 2 weeks ago with me and it was quite emotional. I know how much my...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    Hi lovelies, currently im in my exam year of high school and I am writing a thesis about eating disorders and why it can't be treated with one pill medication. I would really appreciate it if you could answer some questions for my research.<3 I also have a survio link. Small research on...
  6. Bulimia Discussions
    I really want to come clean about my ed to my loved ones, bf, mom, friends etc. I have told only one person and he is not that close to me so it felt easy because i don't mind his "judgement" or whatever. But I feel like I have this delusion about being able to stop acting out in an ED'd...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    hi, i'll start by properly introducing myself, i guess. i'm going into 8th grade and just recently turned 13 in august. tbh i dont really know when anorexia snuck up on me, but it did, and it kinda stuck. rationally, i know that the only way out is through. i know that im still young and i still...
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    I have been suffering from anorexia nervosa for about 5 years, sometimes I have bouts of bulimia. But when you are in treatment for a long time, the disease starts to remind about itself again, there are thoughts and desires not to eat again, how to cope with it and whether you cope at all
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    I’ve been trying recovery for about a year now, I’m 5’6” and I went from 105 to 165 in like 11 months. I’m miserable, I hate myself, I’m suicidal, all I want to do is eat nothing and lose all the weight again because I feel so disgusting. If I relapse then everyone I love will hate me. I’m also...
  10. Anorexia Discussions
    Hi there! On Friday my partner came with me to my Ed appointment for the first time ever. (I have suffered anorexia on/off for about 13 years) I respect my therapist because she is extremely blunt yet compassionate, but so is my partner and with the 2 there supporting me and making me realise...
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    My ED began in high-school, got bad enough in college where I had to go to an IOP or get kicked out (I chose to go to treatment-- It did not lead me to recover), and I always thought it would go away when I graduated. Like if I got busy enough I'd just choose not to restrict. It's been three...
  12. Bulimia Discussions
    I was an active member on myproana when I was about 14. I had anorexia and bullimia for about 4 years and went into recovery by the time I turned 18. I started off at 160 then went down to 95lbs in about a year and nobody knew of my eating disorder nor have I ever opened up about or confessed to...
  13. Illness or Injury
    I’ve been struggling with Bulimia for a decade now. These last few years have been especially bad. B/Ping anywhere from 3-6 times every day, without fail. My body start retaliating and I always hurt. I finally talked to my doctor about it and got referred to a Gastroenterologist. I just had...
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