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  1. Bulimia Discussions
    Does anyone else feel like there is a lump in the back of their throat after purging ?? Or like just something back there in general? Is this normal?
  2. Bulimia Discussions
    i’m not technically bulimic because i don’t binge, but i feel like this would fit best here. i’ve purged a few times a week for the past year. just a little bit each time, so not even 1/5 of every meal i’ve done it with. however this past week i decided that i would purge everything i ate...
  3. Bulimia Discussions
    3 weeks ago I purged 3 times in one day and begun to taste blood. that went away but ever since then when i eat anything especially if it’s minty or alcoholic it feels like i can’t breathe. is there anything i can do to help this heal? i cannot go to a doctor and risk my family finding out so...
  4. Bulimia Discussions
    is it messed up to say that i actually love when my face gets puffy the day after purging for like a week. when its not puffy, i hate my gaiunt face. i feel like thats so messed up to say omg💀 EDS suck
  5. Bulimia Discussions
    So I just ate and didn’t wait at all before I went to go purge. I never drink anything while eating, which I know I need to. But I went to go purge and only a little came up and I was practically choking 😭. Does this ever happen to anybody and how do you end up getting stuff up? I guess I just...
  6. Bulimia Discussions
    Hello! I‘ve already made multiple posts about sudden weight gain and honestly at this point I feel like I should just know that it’s likely water retention, but thing is, I have no idea where it could be coming from at the moment. About 3 days ago, I woke up and weighed 50.7kg, and when I woke...
  7. Bulimia Discussions
    Yesterday at my birthday party I ate a few croissants and like a small cake literally just so I can go purge it afterwards. It wasnt a binge at all. I just wanted to purge. anyone else has similar thing Happend to them or can tell me if Im just being a bad person wanting to do it just so I get...
  8. Bulimia Discussions
    okay pleaze don’t call me gross, but i’ve had a bowl of sick under my bed for around 3 months and i know maggots love vomit. it has mold on it and im just wondering if anyone knows when maggots will start to come or if you think they might already be there? im so scared to take the bowl out due...
  9. Bulimia Discussions
    In the time that I've been eating disordered, I've puked in many, many places. Gross, I know, but obviously you get desperate sometimes and desperate times call for desperate measures. A couple of years ago I actually used to have an album on my phone of selfies in various public toilets that...
  10. Bulimia Discussions
    My wisdom teeth (all 4) have been removed 7 days ago and the stitches will get taken out tomorrow. When am I able to b/p again?
  11. Bulimia Discussions
    Just wondering if y'all have ways to gaurentee that you'll get the food back up. For me I normally have to either eat a certain type of food or be extremely full to know it'll come back up. But like, last night I wanted garlic bread really bad, like I was so close to just uber eatsing some...
  12. Bulimia Discussions
    Hello everybody! Hope you are having a day full of small victories and joys! I wanted to start a thread because I am very curious how my thinking compares to other folks on this forum's. I typically only throw up my food when I feel like it's the only way to compensate for a binge. That has...
  13. Bulimia Discussions
    i just realized I've been binging for a week straight simply because i missed purging. there isn't anything attractive in the kitchen for me, I'm not interested in fast food, my meal plan is actually satisfying but i WANT excuses to overeat and purge. it's very frustrating, really. it prevents...
  14. Bulimia Discussions
    i tried this morning and it worked ofc, but i was straining so hard and now my stomach is in knots at 7 in the morning. for future events i won’t eat cereal unless i’m 100% ok with keeping it down, cause that was ridiculous LOL.
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