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  1. Bulimia Discussions
    does anyone have an alternative to flushing while purging? im aware of how dangerous it is, but have no idea how to get everything up otherwise. i use "marker foods," but still seem to get even more food up if i flush after. what do ypu guys do to know you got it all up during a purge?
  2. Bulimia Discussions
    I knew I didn't have time to do a 'proper' purge (as if I ever could properly anyway, fml I'm a failure even at eating disorders) so just did the best I could in 20 minutes. I still feel very edgy. Like too much was left in. And I haven't been doing well with weight lately. Just piling it on...
  3. Bulimia Discussions
    Now, idk if what I did last night counts as purging but in that case it was the first time (and I'll try my best not to do it again).... I need your knowledge and advice!! I binged last night. I had my second meal the day consisting of a few fries, 4 nugs, 4 Mozarella sticks (700kcal). Then, I...
  4. Bulimia Discussions
    had like 20 protein bars and like a million yogurts. i purged the yogurts but the bars are no where to be found. im even flushing and nothings coming up. where are they?
  5. Bulimia Discussions
    I've been feeling awful lately bc I've gained almost 10 lbs. When I take laxatives, I'll lose 2-3 lbs but when I binge my weight can fluctuate up to 5 lbs. I'm so discouraged bc none of my clothes fit like they used to, I don't have a thigh gap anymore, my belly looks super bloated and puffy all...
  6. Bulimia Discussions
    anyone in the same boat as me? i feel really alone right now since all my friends in real life seem to be content with their weight and haven't dealt with the same fluctuations that i have. when i first started my ED journey i remember i started when i was 159 lbs and i was so scared as i was...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    Hi there! I habe a mix of BED, atypical anorexia and sometimes I purge. I just ordered laxatives. I’m obsessed with my weight. I’ve started walking around the block everyday and have already lost 8 kilos with that since December but because of my anorexia I haven’t eaten much, except for the...
  8. Bulimia Discussions
    (ik chewing and spitting isnt rlly considered bp but i consider it for myself haha) what i mean by the title is that: it seems that certain foods trigger me to chew and spit and certain foods trigger me to binge and purge. carbs, bready/thick stuff, pastries, etc, trigger me to chew and spit...
  9. Bulimia Discussions
    I live in a big family. My mom and sister kind of knows that I have bulimia, but no one ever talks about it. I don't want anyone to talk about it, because I am embarrassed about it, but I really want therapy, which there is no way my parents would consider it because they don't believe in that...
  10. Bulimia Discussions
    (so i always eat a noticeable "starter" food before a planned BP. i had a few strawberries then binged on ice cream and pop-tarts. the purge was long but i never saw the strawberries.) long story short: i went pee hours after one of my B/Ps. glanced in the sink. what do i see! a tiny chunk of...
  11. Bulimia Discussions
    i seem to sometimes have this issue where my appetite disappears after i purge for HOURS. feels like i just kept down dinner and feel content. i flushed pretty good, and thought i got everything up, but now im like hmm. also always suspcious when the purged food/no appetite is magically giving...
  12. Bulimia Discussions
    Hi, for context in 5’5 (165.1cm) and last time I weighed was 97 AFTER A BINGE BEFORE PURGING, so prolly less than that. I pace for 6+ hours a day and burn 1,600-2,500 calories in exercise daily (not counting BMR/TDEE this is purely how many calories I BURN through exercise) and get over 60k...
  13. Bulimia Discussions
    I’ve gained so much weight since I stopped purging and only I know how desperate I am. So, im planning on purging my omad (800cals and less) as well as getting 10-20k steps a day (started today). I want to lose as much weight as possible and get to the weight I’ll be comfortable (bmi 14). I was...
  14. Bulimia Discussions
    I have restricted in the past and also binged, but I thought I came back to being in a healthy place up until about 6 months ago. I didn’t play soccer at school bc of college application season, so naturally I gained some weight back as a result. But my binge behavior started up again, and my...
  15. Anorexia Discussions
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  16. Bulimia Discussions
    so i had a pretty low calorie yogurt B/P last night. i calculated how much weight id "hypothetically" gain if i accidentally consumed every single calorie from it. if i didnt purge it, id only go up .3LBS on the scale. when i woke up, i went up a whole few pounds. i know thats not fat gain. does...
  17. Bulimia Discussions
    I started binging, but stopped at like 800 calories. Told myself I could live with that and I'd just fast the rest of the day, right? Well, I lost control... I've eaten so much, I hurt. Problem is, I ate things I don't know if I can purge. Black bean burgers with bread and peanut butter, mostly...
  18. Bulimia Discussions
    I’m not really a binge eater but I just hate the idea of consuming any calories and gaining weight. I’ve tried on multiple occasions to purge both using my hands and a toothbrush and nothing works, I only gag. Im a type 1 diabetic and doing steroid treatments so I’m only going to be gaining...
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