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  1. Bulimia Discussions
    how to tell if everything’s that I ate is out of me? I seriously been stressed thinking how much is in me. Does anyone know the science or how do you usually know?
  2. Bulimia Discussions
    the only food i have trouble purging is anything protein related. protein bars, protein cereal, etc. that shit clumps together, sinks, and does NOT dissolve. it comes up gummy, slimy, gooey, and in one big massive clump. yesterday i was purging for over an hour trying to get up a bag of protein...
  3. Bulimia Discussions
    Title explains. I’ve been a heavy abuser for about 4 years. During the first 1.5 years it was to rid anything after a standard purge. I no longer purge however have upped the lax. It feels like over the last 6-9mo my body just kinda doesn’t care anymore, and I have gained around 15lbs. I know...
  4. Bulimia Discussions
    Or better yet how do you get over the awfulness of purging savory foods. I can purge ice cream and other sweets no problem but I really want to purge savory foods and it's just so gross to me. Anyone had to get over this and have any tips on how?
  5. Bulimia Discussions
    hey so basically the title question. but for context: had a really great restriction streak and lost weight (around 4-5lbs). today i didnt even feel that hungry AT ALL but had this cal goal (high res around 900-1200) since i need some energy for cognitive work (uni blabla). i was so happy that i...
  6. Bulimia Discussions
    so, i discovered that tiramisu is fantastic for purging too. apparently all high fat things are? I've b/p chinese mala the other day, and boy was it good. just note that chinese mala isnt for the faint hearted since it literally translated to 'numbing spice'. so it feels hot, oily and has that...
  7. Bulimia Discussions
    we all know bulimia hell on earth. i wrote my suicide note when i became bulimic, so trust me when i say: i know the struggle. not glamorizing this crap whatsoever, but is there any pros to your bulimia?! ill go first! -amenorrhea (aka no periods as a female) -the post purge "high" i sometimes...
  8. Bulimia Discussions
    right now im ednos and if i purge (rarely), i exercise purge but it’s a bit inconvenient because it takes me longer to burn a significant amount of calories due to my weight and height. i’ve recently been considering if i should start throwing up instead even though i’ve never done it before...
  9. Bulimia Discussions
    So I just attempted to purge my meal but I couldn’t finish, not because I couldn’t physically (it has happend once a while back when I attempted to purge my omad but my gag reflex had gone) but I couldn’t because of my bf staying at mine. He’s very very aware of what I ‘like’ to do and will come...
  10. Bulimia Discussions
    so i am kinda new at this so I wanted to get informed, one of the first things i found was the 50 percent calories absorbed but honestly that sounded like such a lie for ppl to stop being bulimic or smth so i got around this...
  11. Bulimia Discussions
    Today when I was purging a strawberry protein smoothie the vomit fell in the toilet and splashed back into my face! it was disgusting. I have never had that happens before. How do you avoid splash back? Like is there away to prevent vomit from splashing onto the toilet bowl and your face? I...
  12. Bulimia Discussions
    do you find rice cakes difficult to purge even when you chewed them rlly well?
  13. Bulimia Discussions
    I was forced to gain weight in mid March (i weighted around 39kg, now it's 40,9kg). Stopped counting calories for a while, started yesterday. I ate a lot of food (amounts is just guessing) 1) Veggie Soup (kidney beans, califlower) 2) Radishes small ~15 3) Canned corn ~100g 4) Large pear 5)...
  14. Anorexia Discussions
    I hadn't eaten more than 194 calories in a day for three days. then I had to go to a party last night, and I hyped myself up to eat the amount I normally would at a party because people were there. and I ended up binging. and I kept waiting for the nauseous feeling to pass but it didn't, so I...
  15. Bulimia Discussions
    ill go first -taken speed (aka drugs. DONT do it very bad) just to try to suppress my appetite and stop binges. didnt work tho. i just stuffed my face with food faster -steal my grandpas food after he just got done telling me how he barely could afford groceries -b/p at work for hours. hid in...
  16. Bulimia Discussions
    so i havent b/p in 4 days and today i binged on chicken nuggets, cookies and toast w jam and nutella. when i went to purge nothing came out, and i mean NOTHING. i tried purging for ONE HOUR and i still couldn’t get anything out, i even chugged sm water all that came out were small pieces from...
  17. EDNOS Discussions
    So I am underweight, bmi of 17.2 5'4. and i dont consume actual food in a day. if I do I purge it. I don't grasp the concept of eating and how people eat. the calories that are maintaining my body are those from alcohol, and what my body doesn't purge (though I purge until I see stomach acid)...
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