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  1. EDNOS Discussions
    For me I think it had in part to do with my mom being overweight my whole life and trying different fad diets to no avail. I picked up the notion that I should be ashamed of having a larger body. The other part is my love of fashion, and all the clothes I want to wear are meant for tiny people...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    see, i’m okay at fasting, usually skip breakfast and have something 100< cals for lunch. my problem is dinner. i have to eat with my parents and i usually end up eating a good bit more then i like. any ideas?
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    I have a weigh check in, in a few days by a NP bc shes worried about my weight even tho I'm only BMI and I feel like i should either eat lots of sodium and heavy carb before the appointmet or let her see that i lost a kg since the last time she weighed me. However, I also am tired of just...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    I just feel like I will never be satisfied and that I'm destroying me but alot people said recovery fucked them up even more. To make clear I`m not diagnosed and not underweight yet but I almost lost 9lbs (in a very unhealthy way). I know 200kcal a day are unhealthy as fuck and I feel like...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    hi all, my parents are deeply concerned about my weight loss so i’m putting a pause rn but i don’t want to recover. i want to maintain my weight as it is now, and i’ve been doing low res, i’m going to up my cals by 50 each day so my body can get used to it. any thoughts or advice?
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    I live near a CVS and i have the money to buy a cheap scale but how can i buy it without my parents asking what i got/what bag to put it in so when i get home they don’t ask. Also where should i hide it in my room? (for reference i have hispanic immigrant parents 😣)
  7. Bulimia Discussions
    a little tmi. I purged marshmallows and you know.... they float in the toilet in white chunks. I flushed a couple times, but they were still there 😭 I hoped my mom wouldn't notice but she did, she thinks I have some kind of illness where I shit out white worms. ..... SHE WANTS TO TAKE ME TO A...
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    my parents are taking me to pizza hut. I'm fucking scared. What is there to order that won't make me hate myself? ☠️☠️☠️😨😨
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    I'm currently doing FBT (Family based treatment) and it is a nightmare. Basically I am forced to gain weight by my parents and I don't know how to deal with it. I am terrified of the weight gain and I dont know how to cope, I also cant stop them because if I deny this treatment, they will take...
  10. EDNOS Discussions
    I have always thought my dads eating habits were strange. He used to be pretty normal/skinnier when he was very young. Then at about thirty he gained lots of weight (100-something kg at 180 cm hight)(220 lbs, 5,9). I have to say that he is not very present in my life and I see him like once a...
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    so i have to eat dinner with my family every day and my mom cooks it. it always consists of carbs, protein and veggies and fat because she uses oil for everything. i try to "fill" my plate with one third carbs (like rice or potatoes) one third protein (tofu or eggs most of the time) and one...
  12. Anorexia Discussions
    So I have the sweetest most supportive mom ever and she knows about my struggles with mental health and stuff. But the one thing I've never told her about is my ED because I don't want her to force me to recover. But the past few weeks, she's been saying how I'm going to hurt my body if I keep...
  13. Anorexia Discussions
    My mom was in the living room ironing some clothes and my gymbro dad commented on how a top of mine was really small and how "it can probably stretch" (suggesting I was fat and the top stretching was the only way it fit me??) so I said it was "size 11 years old" (children's clothes in Spain...
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