Eating Disorder Support Forum banner
  • This website may include conversations, media, and content around topics relating to eating disorders, trauma, addiction, and mental health. Please be aware that this content may be upsetting, difficult, or triggering for some. EDSF is intended as a place of safety. If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, Feast-ED.org is a resource that lists the organizations set up to help.

Discussions Showcase Albums Media Media Comments Tags

1-12 of 500 Results
  1. Starting at a higher BMI
    this morning i weighed in at 81.50kg (post binge) and i was wondering.. do you think its possible to drop down all the way to atleast 68 kg by the end of march?? that is a 13kg/28.7 lbs loss. im 5'6/167.6 cm by the way. (also, i know its an unhealthy amount to lose in such a short time😭) but i'd...
  2. 2468 Diet
    I cannot stand my post-pregnancy weight anymore. With my son, I lost my pregnancy weight in 6 weeks; this time around, my daughter is 2 years old and I'm bigger than ever! I know this is due to massive stress binges. My daughter has a glioma, completely survivable but will impact her life. I...
  3. Starting at a higher BMI
    Haven't posted here in a while because I've been in an almost year-long binge/restrict cycle and I started chewing aluminum (yay PICA!). Gained back almost to my sw and now my family thinks I'm "happier and healthier" (but apparently I can still gain some more weight?) ... My teeth and I feel...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    Today marks FIVE weeks of being at 135.4 🫠 what the actual fuck. attempts at breaking said plateau include: 24-48hr fasts low res maintenance day this is driving me insane I’m not even underweight by a LONG WAY (bmi 22 rn ugh) Currently at hour 20 of a fast and am feeling really low guys...
  5. Fasting and Cleansing
    Planning on this mostly just being stat + number related. Trying to get more comfortable with multiple day fasts. Water only on 24hr fasts, up to 100 liquid cals per day on longer fasts. SW: 239 lbs (12/5/23) CW: GW: 235
  6. Starting at a higher BMI
    i'm 170 pounds and 5'5''. i live in an area where people are either a typical weight or class ii-iii obese. when i meet someone with the some bmi/body shape as me, i'll think they look really good, and often will say to myself "i can't wait until i look like them." even though i can recognize...
  7. Starting at a higher BMI
    i started about 1.5 months ago at 192.8 pounds, and today weighed in at 170 flat (and then an hour later 169.8). it was my first official goal, and i've always felt as if i wouldn't be "disgusting" once i hit the 160s. still gross, but not "disgusting." i've been restricting around 150-350 kcals...
  8. Starting at a higher BMI
    i am looking for an accountability partner where we can both hold each other accountable and do diets together! "Requirements"- 16-20 (im 16) preferably someone around the same weight/BMI. (I am 195 pounds and my BMI is 32.4) fat I know 😪 I am not really looking for anyone specific but please...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    I’m so disgusting. I hate myself. I just got a scale, I was thinking I was gonna be around 165 lbs (secretly hoping for less.) Nope. I was so wrong. I am 188 lbs. I am 5 ft. BMI of 36.7. My heart dropped when I saw that. I haven’t decided if this is going to motivate me to keep restricting or...
  10. Starting at a higher BMI
    I'm so lost in life. I want control again and have been attempting to restrict calories. I made this account when I was 17 years old, and have been on and off of here for over 5 years now. I'm at a point where everyone is begging me to lose weight, when just a few years ago I was being begged to...
  11. Starting at a higher BMI
    i met my boyfriend in october of 2022 and he and i agreed that i would recover from my ed in december of 2022. he has been extremely supportive during this time but i just can't do it anymore. i was around 100 lbs at the time and since then i've rapidly gained weight, my estimate being around 50...
  12. Community Introductions
    Hi everyone, I’m F (Eff, Effy, Ef, any variation you want). I have hated my body since I can remember, always thinking I was too fat until I actually got too fat and cried crocodile tears. I’m now trying my hardest to go back to hating my body with no reason rather than having a reason. My...
1-12 of 500 Results
Top