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  1. Starting at a higher BMI
    I anyone else here struggling to lose after having a baby? I need to figure out how to integrate exercising into my day. It is hard since I had to cancel my gym membership. I have a treadmill and weights in my basement, but the room isn't childproof. My baby's naps are too short to go and do any...
  2. Starting at a higher BMI
    first post,,,hi!! my hw was 210 in 2019, lw was 115 in 2021, and i’ve gained so much that i’m at 198 now. i’ve been trying to lose again but i have like ZERO motivation and idk what to do,,, does any one have any discipline/motivation related tips?
  3. EDNOS Discussions
    huiiii IM 48.60KGS! and i hate myself for it and i wanna lose weight fast but i dont wanna fail a diet so does anyone have ideas on what a good diet for someone who is always hungry is? T___T
  4. EDNOS Discussions
    It's so depressing, going to take a shower and seeing my disgustingly fat body in the mirror. I am not losing weight quick enough. I want to be thin and pretty. Thin girls get treated so much better, I notice it around my coworkers the customers are always nicer. People flirt with them and are...
  5. Fasting and Cleansing
    TRYING THIS AGAIN AHH okay so starting at midnight tonight (December 31st) I'm going to start a fast and I'm gonna fast for as long as possible, only liquids <3 LETS DO THISSS anyone wanna join me? SW: 215Ibs GW: 90Ibs Height: 5'5 - 5'6" I DO NOT OWN A SCALE SO SOME MEASUREMENTS WHEN I...
  6. Starting at a higher BMI
    My boyfriend, who is loving and very supportive, told me he is worried for my health because of my weight. He meant well, but it triggered me so badly and I hate myself so much. He doesn’t know I already have an eating disorder and he doesn’t know that my ex verbally abused me because of my...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    Okay so, where I live, most people are overweight/at a high bmi. (I live in the U.S., go figure) I used to be overweight since, like, 3rd grade. My mom had BED and instilled a lot of her eating habits in me at a young age. Also, my dad is kinda weird about my weight. He WANTS me to weigh more...
  8. Starting at a higher BMI
    I had a co worker today call me “ginormous” after I said I was taking up too much space at a meeting table. She was being very sarcastic, since I was referring to my binder being wide open and spread across the table, but something in me just went “SEE!! EVERYONE THINKS YOURE FAT AND HUGE!” Even...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    I think I’m going to try and fast Monday-Friday, and eat Saturday and Sunday, or alternate days eating and not eating. I eventually want to do a full 30 day fast in the new year, but I want to prepare my body and myself. I plan to practice low carb/keto after Christmas just to get into ketosis...
  10. Starting at a higher BMI
    For the past 4 or so days I’ve weighed 170 consistently, but I didn’t believe it until I saw a big drop on the scale today to 168!! I’m sticking with weighing 170 bcs I don’t trust the scale, but I’m glad to finally be getting out of the 170s!!
  11. EDNOS Discussions
    extremely ranty post, skip to second paragraph for the actual question/ tldr i need to lose it before February AT LEAST because i cant fucking stand being this fat anymore, im bmi 24 rn (160cm 63kg) and i will literally start cutting off my fat if i cant lose weight soon, i cant handle it, all...
  12. Anorexia Discussions
    I LITERALLY PURGED EVERYTHING I ATE ALL DAY LONG AND EVEN IF I DIDN'T PURGE, I ATE LESS THAN 100 CALORIES WTF GROSS GROSS GROSS GROSS LITERALLY JUST REACHED MY HIGHEST WEIGHT RIGHT NOW WHYYY AHHHHHHHHHH I'VE NEVER FELT THIS FAT IN MY ENTIRE LIFE In desperate need for motivation to work out...
  13. Starting at a higher BMI
    i just wanna die. i cant bare to look at myself in the mirror. i hate seeing how big my neck and shoulders are, i miss when my collar bones would poke out. i feel awful. i feel like a loser. i feel horrible.
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