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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    So I started drama school, musical theatre training at degree level. I didn’t realise that I was got so physically unwell like my body and mind cannot keep up with the rigorous training and long days. I don’t enjoy anything anymore, there’s no where I want to be. I can’t stand how I look, I...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    Recently redeveloped my ED. 5’7 lowest weight was 135. Highest 223, which is what I was 25 days ago. I’ve lost 21.6 pounds in 25 days by having one protein shake a day, a womens multivitamin, and benefiber. I go to the bathroom like once a week and it’s scaring me. I have rock hard stools (so...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    i'm high restricting, and ate a vegan yogurt for my lunch desert today. it was 134 kcals, low enough for me. it was delicious. but i'm feeling so full now wtf??? like, my thoughts are: how can this low-cal thing be so filling? is it the fat ratio? this yogurt kinda makes me feel invalid...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    Due to weeks of stress binging and doing less exercise I probably gained some pounds (I'm too afraid to weigh yet cause I don't wanna get suicidal). Recently I experience thighs, butt and breast jiggling when walking or moving in general. It makes me feel so uncomfortable to the point I want to...
  5. EDNOS Discussions
    I'm not even skinny. like, i don't look skinny, I'm average at best. my mom, dad and grandma have commented on me having lost weight but i feel like they just said that to make me feel bad and lure me into gaining weight. my current measurements (bmi 15.5-16, 5´8) are chest 31.5, waist 25, hips...
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    Todays a massive binging day again because of the mind set of it being the last day of august and because I’m moving back to uni on Saturday. Anyone else in a similar position? Like it eases my mind so much thinking I’ll be able to restrict so much from Saturday but I also don’t feel great about...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    I haven’t been weighed in two weeks so I don’t know how much I weigh but my last weigh-in was 49.4 kg and I’m 167 cm tall. I’m slightly underweight. I shown my brother my bare legs and hips and asked him if he thinks my body looks curvy and he said yes. He also thinks I have thick thighs. I felt...
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    I had a binge last week that lasted a few days, it was really bad. I’ve been getting myself back on track for days and my weight has gone back down to normal but my body looks so different.. flabby? Someone suggested that this could be water retention perhaps? Any idea how long this lasts or how...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    Can I just say how much is SUCKS that muscle weighs more than fat. I have recently started full time dance training and have been working on getting stronger to make my dancing better.As my fat is turning into muscle I look the skinniest I’ve ever been … only thing is I weigh myself and I have...
  10. Anorexia Discussions
    Hey everyone <3 Spent this evening binging after a really good couple months of low restriction and steadily losing weight. Feeling like absolute trash but trying to be easy on myself and remember that my bloat will go down and I haven’t ruined all progress. Ugh anyways here’s my before and...
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    I don’t want to buy my size because I’m embarrassed to be a 8-10. at the same time I do not want to buy smaller sizes cause i will literally kms when it does not fit. I look like a literal mother f””king whale in everything. I had a pizza for the first time in forever today. I had pizza, a...
  12. Food Photography
    I’m restricting hard but I desperately don’t want to stay fat anymore :/ Every time I have a craving I’m just gonna put it here,, You can use this fourm to restrict/fast too or lose your appetite. Whatever way. You can post some pictures of what you want while restricting/fasting too. Even if...
  13. Anorexia Discussions
    Here is the post for context but I'll add a TLDR at the end too. TW: Mental, physical, and sexual abuse will be discussed alongside self-harm and suicide https://www.edsupportforum.com/threads/making-my-sister-fat.648573/#post-10396191 TLDR for the post: When I was 14, I had a pretty awful...
  14. Starting at a higher BMI
    So..... I am back to my highest weight and it SUCKS!! 2 years back, I lost around 13 kgs (73 kgs to 60 kgs). And then I just let myself go. So I currently weigh around 75 kgs and it's literally killing me. My collarbones have disappeared again, and I have started to look visibly fat. The weight...
  15. Starting at a higher BMI
    I am 225 lbs and 5'5. I am so mad I ruined my body so badly. I was 237 a few weeks ago. I am terrified of having loose skin but I do not want to be obease. I was using eating as a defense mechanism when I was taking care of my sick grandpa. I was 139 lbs in 2018. I was overweight before but I am...
  16. Anorexia Discussions
    Hi, I've gained a lot of weight and went up two dress sizes. I feel weak. I need a diet to lose the weight before summer. I used to be stronger when I was younger but now I'm just fat. I just want to know what to do please. Xx
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