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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    I actually fucking hate myself. Everyone around me is noticing what I'm doing and I can't bring myself to care. It makes me so angry why do they have to notice? Why do I have to be like this, it's my problem but I'm making it theirs by being so stupid. Does anyone have tips to hide how...
  2. Bulimia Discussions
    I suspect my little cousin has bulimia. I see a lot of symptoms of it in her and even saw in her search history when I was messing about with her once that she had looked it up. I have anorexia and body dysmorphia and I’m a hypocrite because I don’t want to see my cousin going down this road. I...
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  4. Anorexia Discussions
    I know it sounds absolutely horrible, but my 20 y/o brother (5'9.5, edit around 210 lbs.) is my ultimate fatspo. Here's why: Just like me, he was underweight all throughout middle/high school. He went from underweight to obese in the span of 3 years. Who's to say the same won't happen to me if...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    i was on facetime with my mum last night and she (out of nowhere) commented on my weight loss. for context, i was almost 200lbs in june when i got weighed at the doctors (unrelated to ed as i’m not diagnosed) and had another weigh in just recently. the doctor was really surprised when she read...
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    Hey. I’m currently fasting (still taking vitamins and drinking monster) and tomorrow is my 5th day. I’m feeling really good but tomorrow is also my brothers birthday and me and my family are going out to eat at Texas Roadhouse. My mom is somewhat aware of my eating “habits” and I’m scared of...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    this is so gross of me but i’ve become so obsessed with counting calories that i count other people’s too to compare. like at dinner tonight. i am vegetarian, so i often have something different than my family. my mom and stepdad each had like 2-3 cups of pasta, heaps of parmesan, and like 6...
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    it’s labor day weekend in the U.S. and, because i’m home from college right now and my mom will be off of work, that means i have to survive three entire days with my family. my mom won’t stop bombarding me about what food i want to eat: “will you do pizza? let’s go to olive garden. what...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    Just found 5 chocholate croissants and several salty paistries in the kitchen from the kids' grandma. Dropped them out in the trash immediately after becoming triggered, outrageous and sad at the same time. Pastries like this are MY weakness, the kids NEVER eat them because they don't like them...
  10. Anorexia Discussions
    So my family and I are in a bit of a stressful spot and she looks just like, looking at me (you know the look I'm talking about) and asking if I'm ok. I answer that part honestly and say no but I freeze up when she asks me what's wrong. In the past she's always acted like my AN is a...
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    So, I don't think my sister knows I've ever suffered with EDs. She's very aware that this family as a whole have a toxic relationship with food, and there's a lot of fatphobia and talk of calories, exercise and weight loss in my house. Always has been. When she was younger (maybe like 15?), we...
  12. Anorexia Discussions
    So, I don't think my sister knows I've ever suffered with EDs. She's very aware that this family as a whole have a toxic relationship with food, and there's a lot of fatphobia and talk of calories, exercise and weight loss in my house. Always has been. When she was younger (maybe like 15?), we...
  13. Anorexia Discussions
    So I am going to see my family today. And they are having a bbq. I have a couple of problems: 1. I try to spend as little time with my family as humanly possible, because they are the only people who caused me panic attacks and broke me down completely numerous times. They are not doing this on...
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