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  1. Bulimia Discussions
    so recently ive tried to recover and my mother and older sister constantly remind me not to get too excited with food, watch out so i dont gain and i feel disgusting as is, for context i used to be keto and an on and off vegan so its pretty easy to notice if i ate something that isnt 'diet...
  2. Bulimia Discussions
    ... and totally broke my trust. I've told her that I purge everyday, even about the laxative abuse, when we had a good time together. We often talk about our problems in life, but she never asked me again how "things" were going meanwhile or sth, nothing! She herself has an alcohol addiction...
  3. Bulimia Discussions
    So my sister had a talk with me yesterday. Turns out I forgot to clean underneath the toilet seat after purging so the cats out of the bag. She’s so supportive and I love her so much, but there’s something about someone knowing that just makes me want to hide better. Ugh I don’t even know how to...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    I’m starting to dream about it now. I had a dream that I was making green bean casserole for Christmas dinner and not eating it. Which this is partially true. I made Christmas dinner on Christmas Eve at my in-laws. Prime rib, brisket, Mac n cheese, street corn, green bean casserole, broccoli...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    I don't know what to do anymore... I think she tries to lose weight despite being even smaller than me - right above underweight. She isn't eating as much as she used to and she turns away from food. I have to literally force her into eating one meal every day, it's exhausting. I've tried...
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    To preface - I am NOT worryingly thin AT ALL. But my parents have severe health anxiety so even me looking average worries them. So at home I have to get as creative as I can. Whenever I forget to wear my thick plushie bathrobe over my longsleeve my shoulders suddenly decide to look bony asf or...
  7. Fasting and Cleansing
    I really wanted to do a 30hr+ fast but the issue is I have to eat dinner with my family everyday. It would be easier during the week because I only eat with my grandpa than but everyone are quite vary of me (especially mom since she has history of ed). I know a few tips such as chewing and...
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    So I tend to eat A LOT more when I'm with people, like my family. even when I'm not there for dinner or sth. most of the time I stand up and grab something to munch on and I don't know why? like am I not entertained enough by talking? I also don't want to break every last relationships I have...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    I have one more week of school and then a two week break, during which I have to stay at home with my family. I restrict to my calorie limit quite well on week days but due to my parents' obsession with trying to force recovery I eat over on weekends. What can I do? I've been saving calories...
  10. Anorexia Discussions
    Ive never been a fan of like 'fatspo' and stuff bc like that is someones family and/or friend, like someone cares about that person. id completely flip OUT if someone used my little sister as fatspo or some shit, bc i dont EVER want her to experience the things i have gone through with this ed...
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    Sorry in advance for the rant, I just needed to share it with people who would understand. All the females in my family going back 4 generations, have had EDs. My cousin and I were raised in a very dysfunctional environment but all of the adults in our lives had very disordered eating and so...
  12. Orthorexia
    Okay, I've gotta admit I judge my family's food alot. It's so unhealthy, I genuinely wonder if some people just choose to stay ignorant to what they're consuming. As in - most of their diet consists of white flour, sugar , strange additives and a lot of oil. They don't see a problem with eating...
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