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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    i am diagnosed with anorexia and have struggled with it for just about 10 years now. was in a state of "recovery" for about a year and a half, and now that i have relapsed i feel like i'm a failure. i used to be very good about logging calories, eating around 600-800 calories a day and losing...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    Hi. I’m new here but unfortunately not new to anorexia. I’ve had this illness since I was 16. I’m now 22 and because of it (and up-until-recently-undiagnosed autism), have not managed to go to Uni (I had one disastrous attempt at it in 2019), have no job and am completely reliant on my parents...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    sometimes i have strong cravings and i eat them and i hate myslef but i feel somewhat relived? i definitely don’t binge but every once in a while i get stuck in like a week cycle of eating just a few extra things, and i fcking HATE myslef for it but then it happens again. it might be bc of my...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    Well, I did it. I finally "binged" after at least a month of heavy restricting. I have eaten around 1,500 calories today. My binges used to be at least like 2,500 calories and I felt disgusting. I'm glad I have only had 1,500 and so I'm basically just maintaining today. If I eat like 500...
  5. EDNOS Discussions
    As the title says, does your (current) ultimate goal weight ever pop into your head randomly? Sometimes I'll wake up in the morning from a deep sleep with the number 88 just flashing in my head. Sometimes, if I'm having a particularly difficult time during a fast, I'll write or type the number...
  6. EDNOS Discussions
    Today was supposed to be the first day of a two to three day fast. But it's now just after 6:30 PM where I am, and I'm so hungry, I genuinely feel sick and weak. It's so dumb. I used to easily be able to go at least three days without food - and often went much longer - but these days, my body...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    Tonight I was thinking about the fact that a lot of people tend to give up on diets when they don't see results fast enough, or don't see the results they thought they would. Even though I work my ass off (literally :lol: ) in my ED behaviors, I haven't been at an even tolerable weight since...
  8. Fasting and Cleansing
    It's almost eight PM where I am. I like to fast on the tenth of every month, just because of personal issues with numbers. I am, in no way, new to fasting - I've been doing it for seventeen-ish years at this point, and got down to my lowest weight a few times through fasting. Sometimes, though...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    2 days. I ate like a normal human being for 2 fucking days and I gained 2 pounds. I want to die, I hate my fucking life. I don't fucking understand how all these other people can stuff their fat fucking faces full of food and be fine but I eat like a human being for 2 days and I blow up like a...
  10. EDNOS Discussions
    Hey so I've been officially diagnosed EDNOS a few days ago and... I know that's stupid of me to think and that it is absolutely false but I was like "Oh, so I have the shitty disorder then" and "OK I'm not even good enough to be anorexic" And yeah I DO know that's not true and that EDNOS are...
  11. EDNOS Discussions
    What did you binge on most recently? I was originally intending for today to be the first day of a four-day fast, but my issues with numbers made that impossible (it's hard to explain). Now I find myself sitting here, binging on puffy Cheetos and Diet Coke. I'm going to start fasting over again...
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