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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    Well, it's not getting harder. I guess that's the thing about having stress/depression as a trigger. I'm not hungry so I have that to haunt me and benefit me at the same time. I bought food for a homeless man today. When I'm well I spend a lot of money of cooking ingredients (I'm a chef at...
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    It's been many years. Despite my knowledge and well fed brain I found myself downloading LoseIT once more. Something drawing me back into the routine of sleep and starve. Desperate for control of my emotions yet knowing I'm about to lose it all again but somehow not caring. 87 days, I'll give...
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    this is my first time making one of these, i hope I'm doing it right ^-^ To start, my name is Syd. i have OSFED and ASD. SW: 137 (July 2022) HW: 160 (March 2019) LW: 123.6 (September 2022) Height: 5'4 GW 1: 125 GW 2: 115 GW 3: 107 GW 4: 99 Now that I have met my first GW and have reached a...
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    September 14th, 2022 It's strange, if I die, people will probably find this and know more about me than they ever did when I was alive. Remnants of forgotten people and lost souls are constantly scattered around the internet. I think we all leave more of a digital footprint than we ever really...
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    Hi! Welcome... No, that isn't right, I guess welcoming isn’t exactly what I want to be. Maybe I should restart this. Hi, please go away and don’t read this and remove yourself from anything to do with me or eating disorders- that’s not right either. Hi. Please -no not please..uhg Hi! RUN. β€’β€’β€’β€’...
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    hi everyone! welcome to my diary ~ i am trying to get back to 39kg β™‘ here, i will be documenting my weight, intake and exercise every day until i'm at my goal - and i guess some little updates about my life too <3 my goals are to β™‘ eat less than 7000cal a week β™‘ stop b/p β™‘ exercise more β™‘ take...
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    welp life is life huh about me: 18-year-old ISFP high schooler (junior). aquarius. pescatarian. adhd, depression, ednos. I eat when I'm happy and I eat when I'm sad. lover of all things related to exo, hide, singing and chocolate. this is: sort of a diary, more than anything. accountability...
  9. Fasting and Cleansing
    wednesday, june 29th day 1 starting weight: 230.4 lbs today's weight: 230.4 lbs water consumption πŸ’§: 1.5 litres how i felt: A bit annoyed as I bought myself oat milk & labelled it so that I can stay on the veganism track but someone had already opened. I don't want to play with my...
  10. Member Diets
    I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT I'm dreaming of death at this point. I went to the hospital for a few weeks, because I tried to kill myself. I was almost successful, too. The dosage I took was lethal. No reports said had taken the amount I had and survived, yet I did. How crazy is that? And yet, I'm...
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    Intro-May 15th I am a 30-year-old former anorexic. I've spent more time in treatment and in recovery than as an actual anorexic, but I've never been able to let go to that part of my identity and I miss when calorie counting and losing weight was the most important part of my life. A couple...
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