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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    Most people say they restrict bc they want to be thinner/feel big or were made to feel insecure about their appearance. In fact most people on here are saying that. But does anyone restrict/over exercise/eat a certain diet/count calories bc of the sense of bodily autonomy and control it gives...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    i need the control anorexia provides because i cant control anything else in my life. period.
  3. Bulimia Discussions
    I impulsively added doughnuts to my otherwise carefully restrictive meal planned grocery order and now I'm wondering if I will have the willpower not to b/p 12 doughnuts in the next hour. Is anyone successful at keeping b/p food around and not actually eating it? I would hate to throw it out...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    I’m getting seriously worried reading all these topics ab anorexics who suddenly lose control of their eating, in voluntary or involuntary recovery and gain like 50+ lbs binging. Is there no way to prevent this? Can’t you stay skinny for life?
  5. Member Diets
    welcome to my diet diary! As the title of this topic says I will be trying out different Kpop diets while getting ready to go back to Seoul in March. I will strictly post about the diet on this topic, but if you are interested in reading more about my weightloss journey please visit my...
  6. Bulimia Discussions
    I'm genuinely curious because I mean, I never feel 'out of control' in the way that I would define that sentence? Like. I'm still controlling my own body, making my own decisions about what I'm doing. I'm the one buying the food at the supermarket, I'm the one driving to the restaurant. It's me...
  7. BED Discussions
    I'm coming up on my 6-year anniversary on this mpa account. Before this one, I had another one that I deleted hoping somehow that leaving this place would help me... like somehow if I stopped having the support from this place, I'd be forced to give up bingeing... well, doesn't that look stupid...
  8. Bulimia Discussions
    So a few months ago I could have easily answered this question with "I do", "everything is under control", but since a while ago, it seems that I became a complete slave of my eating disorder, there is not a moment of my daily life when I don't think about eating or throwing up or losing weight...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    so I struggle so so much with control and rigidity and I literally CANNOT change my routine / things I have to do, and every morning I wake up and pace for about 6hours and then I'm allowed to start my day and do my jobs / errands etc, however today I literally cannot do that, I have to go to a...
  10. Anorexia Discussions
    Potato crisps
  11. Fasting and Cleansing
    Maybe this won't make sense, but recently it feels like doing intermittent fasting gives me more of a sense of personal control than just anorexia outright does, so to speak. When my ED was at its worst, I would semi-regularly go a week without eating anything. This would give me urges to binge...
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