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  1. Bulimia Discussions
    so in the past 2 weeks i binged nearly everyday (maybe ate "normally" for about 2 or 3 days) and i feel horrible, i'm scared to weigh myself as i'm sure i must've gained at least 5 lbs... i managed to purge quite a lot of what i've consumed but i still feel so fat... yesterday night it got...
  2. Bulimia Discussions
    it's friday and it's the first realization of the week for me when i've been b/p-ing and smoking weed and being alone for the whole week without even realizing and now i'm panicking because i haven't been to class or done anything for school for the whole week and i probably gained so much and i...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    I have been taking Zolpidem (Ambien in EEUU I think) and when it starts to take effect I start to get too silly, I say things I don't want to say and I don't even remember it the next morning, but for some reason it makes me eat too and I don't know how to stop it, I have always been taking meds...
  4. Starting at a higher BMI
    Celebrating a lil win today!! September 2021 I was at my highest weight. After my pregnancy I was 298. I’m officially 100 pounds lighter than that now. Today I am 198.2. I’ve only actively been restricting consistently since late April/May and have lost around 35lbs or so. But since September of...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    Chipotle - portions are too big, i rlly love the burrito tortilla but it's 300 cals so i would get a bowl. I usually got the bowl so i could only eat half, it is easier to split up the bowl than the burrito. I worry since it's a hot food item i will eat it too quickly. I worry chipotle food...
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    Do any of you feel that your life feels more unpredictable and uncertain now that you are mums or dads? For that reason, you justify your ED even more because it gives you one thing to feel safe and sure about. Before I was a parent, my life was more predictable and I didn't mind so much if my...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    How do you feel when you eat versus how you feel when you restrict? I made a list between the feelings while eating and restricting Eating: Invalid Stomach againt waistband Like accomplished nothing Like I'll never get to my gw Afraid to know my weight Warm Out of control Unproductive...
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    Most people say they restrict bc they want to be thinner/feel big or were made to feel insecure about their appearance. In fact most people on here are saying that. But does anyone restrict/over exercise/eat a certain diet/count calories bc of the sense of bodily autonomy and control it gives...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    i need the control anorexia provides because i cant control anything else in my life. period.
  10. Bulimia Discussions
    I impulsively added doughnuts to my otherwise carefully restrictive meal planned grocery order and now I'm wondering if I will have the willpower not to b/p 12 doughnuts in the next hour. Is anyone successful at keeping b/p food around and not actually eating it? I would hate to throw it out...
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