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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    I’m getting seriously worried reading all these topics ab anorexics who suddenly lose control of their eating, in voluntary or involuntary recovery and gain like 50+ lbs binging. Is there no way to prevent this? Can’t you stay skinny for life?
  2. Member Diets
    welcome to my diet diary! As the title of this topic says I will be trying out different Kpop diets while getting ready to go back to Seoul in March. I will strictly post about the diet on this topic, but if you are interested in reading more about my weightloss journey please visit my...
  3. Bulimia Discussions
    I'm genuinely curious because I mean, I never feel 'out of control' in the way that I would define that sentence? Like. I'm still controlling my own body, making my own decisions about what I'm doing. I'm the one buying the food at the supermarket, I'm the one driving to the restaurant. It's me...
  4. BED Discussions
    I'm coming up on my 6-year anniversary on this mpa account. Before this one, I had another one that I deleted hoping somehow that leaving this place would help me... like somehow if I stopped having the support from this place, I'd be forced to give up bingeing... well, doesn't that look stupid...
  5. Bulimia Discussions
    So a few months ago I could have easily answered this question with "I do", "everything is under control", but since a while ago, it seems that I became a complete slave of my eating disorder, there is not a moment of my daily life when I don't think about eating or throwing up or losing weight...
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    so I struggle so so much with control and rigidity and I literally CANNOT change my routine / things I have to do, and every morning I wake up and pace for about 6hours and then I'm allowed to start my day and do my jobs / errands etc, however today I literally cannot do that, I have to go to a...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    I absolutely love potato chips, they truly are my weakness! I love the convenience and the saltiness. Growing up, my parents used chips as a "tool" for reward/punishment I guess. So that mentality has stuck with me partially I think. I will be super good all day and week and then BAM potato...
  8. Fasting and Cleansing
    Maybe this won't make sense, but recently it feels like doing intermittent fasting gives me more of a sense of personal control than just anorexia outright does, so to speak. When my ED was at its worst, I would semi-regularly go a week without eating anything. This would give me urges to binge...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    So I used to be able to restrict and keep my calories between 300-1200 calories a day. I'd have the occasional binges which was normal. I lost 10kg in 2 months and everything was great...until it blew up in my face. Now I can't seem to stop binging and I'm using purging as a way out. I keep...
  10. Anorexia Discussions
    So I used to be able to restrict and keep my calories between 300-1200 calories a day. I'd have the occasional binges which was normal. I lost 10kg in 2 months and everything was great...until it blew up in my face. Now I can't seem to stop binging and I'm using purging as a way out. I keep...
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    as the title suggests, i am obsessed with music and categorising them into playlists. i only assume, as my ed is mainly about control, that this is projected into other parts of my life as well. i guess i have gone the one step further that i have some ed specific playlists as well - subjects...
  12. Anorexia Discussions
    Whenever i hear of eating disorders in the media or whatever it’s always presented as a way to “have control”. this isn’t the case for me and i truly just fucking hate myself and my body and that’s why. is it about control for anyone here? thank you x
  13. Anorexia Discussions
    Throughout the last year or so, I've had this habit of going upstairs into the house of the family I rent from when everyone is at work and school, and taking something from their kitchen cabinet. I have permission to do so, and I never take anything big, or something that would immediately be...
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