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  1. Bulimia Discussions
    In the time that I've been eating disordered, I've puked in many, many places. Gross, I know, but obviously you get desperate sometimes and desperate times call for desperate measures. A couple of years ago I actually used to have an album on my phone of selfies in various public toilets that...
  2. Bulimia Discussions
    Okay ladies so this is going to sound fking crazy but one late night I was just bus hopping with my bulimic ass, ended up somewhere right out from where I was staying, anyway, got McDonald’s. No shame there! I got the whole lot. Mind you went gym before so I thought “ fuck it Ima eat big time”...
  3. Community Introductions
    hi, my name is madi! i am a minor. i have ednos. i have been on edtwt for almost a year or more now. i hadn’t used any platforms before this that involve eds, but I have had an ed for a while now. i am goth, my favorite band is type o negative. i hope i can make new friends here in this...
  4. Bulimia Discussions
    had a long few weeks of binging with some weight gain, trying abc diet. had a successful 2 days of calorie restriction but binged about 3000 calories today because i stayed inside and all i could think about was food. starting tomorrow i will go out for walks everyday, before i eat, to curb...
  5. Bulimia Discussions
    hello, so i havent used my MPA in years. last time i used it was 139 but now im 182 :').. i blame it on some muscle gain because i am a trans male and gained muscle from hrt but that has nothing to do with it, my question here is: how do i get back on track with restricting after a week of...
  6. Bulimia Discussions
    I was just wondering if anyone has harder time purging when you are starting to pms rather than if you aren’t? I tried to purge for the past couple days and have not been able to. I’m not sure if I just haven’t been eating or drinking enough to purge (I don’t feel all that full) or if pmsing...
  7. Bulimia Discussions
    I was just wondering if anyone has harder time purging when you are starting to pms rather than if you aren’t? I tried to purge for the past couple days and have not been able to. I’m not sure if I just haven’t been eating or drinking enough to purge (I don’t feel all that full) or if pmsing...
  8. Bulimia Discussions
    I haven't eaten more than the "normal" or "healthy" amount of regular calories per day in over a year. I eat around 1500-2000 calories a day. Maybe the most is 2500 every now and then. But I spread my food out a lot over the day and purge pretty much everything as of late. Is anyone else like this?
  9. Bulimia Discussions
    I'm in law school and currently studying for this semester's final exam. It's stressing me out and I've been b/p several times/day the past few weeks. Usually I high restrict, purge maybe once a day because I'm too full and b/p maybe once a week. I have 3,5 years left. Seriously thinking I...
  10. Bulimia Discussions
    i don’t know what else to do because i can’t do this anymore. I purge everything i eat and my gag reflex is pretty much non existent now, i know i need to give it a few days to try and make it easier rather than sitting at the toilet for an hour trying to get anything out. I go pretty much all...
  11. Bulimia Discussions
    i don’t know what else to do because i can’t do this anymore. I purge everything i eat and my gag reflex is pretty much non existent now, i know i need to give it a few days to try and make it easier rather than sitting at the toilet for an hour trying to get anything out. I go pretty much all...
  12. Bulimia Discussions
    i don’t know what else to do because i can’t do this anymore. I purge everything i eat and my gag reflex is pretty much non existent now, i know i need to give it a few days to try and make it easier rather than sitting at the toilet for an hour trying to get anything out. I go pretty much all...
  13. Bulimia Discussions
    Because my bf works in home office now, too, I'm not able to purge after my binges. He keeps an eye on that. I used to purge 1-3 times a week, some weeks I didn't purge food other days I did 3 times. Now it's just when he's not at home which is not often. Or maybe I'm just binging disordered...
  14. Community Introductions
    hi! i'm alaska. i use they/them pronouns. not my first time here, been coming here since i was about 16? now i'm 23 making a new account. i was anorexic at 15 and then became bulimic at 17. i was recovered for a few years but im just now relapsing again. i have chronic pain so it's hard to move...
  15. Bulimia Discussions
    I've been in restrictive phase and I finally got to 120 - now I entered my binge phase. I purge most of what I eat, all my binges, occasionally I'll have like a salad or piece of bread and maybe two or three warm meals per week that I keep in. Today, I stepped on a scale and it showed 130. What...
  16. Community Introductions
    I joined MPA a few months ago, but I'm just now realizing I never did an intro so here it is!! :] (I'm not including my CW since it's constantly changing) ♡ My name is Lynx, although irl I go by Lynn ♡ I'm 15, turning 16 on the 19th of December ♡ I don't have an exact ugw, but I'm aiming to...
  17. Community Introductions
    Hi, I'm not new new here, just returning after years 22 genderfluid (they/them) bulimic I used to lurk, idk how long I have known about mpa but I have been suffering from bulimia for 8 years now, since I was 15. I have been in the recovery/relapse cycle for idk how long. I mostly struggle with...
  18. Community Introductions
    Hey everyone, I'm new to this community and just want to connect with people and perhaps find an accountability buddy. I'm a recovered bulimic but still have some disordered eating. Right now I'm trying to lose some weight in a sort of healthy way! I'm counting calories on My Fitness Pal and...
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