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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    my list of safe foods has literally shrunk to 5 things and now it feels like because the gate is open on them, i overeat to a point which is uncomfortable and 100% counter intuitive. It’s not hunger so hunger tablets def won’t help. I don’t even know I feel outta control. Has anyone had this...
  2. Bulimia Discussions
    the only food i have trouble purging is anything protein related. protein bars, protein cereal, etc. that shit clumps together, sinks, and does NOT dissolve. it comes up gummy, slimy, gooey, and in one big massive clump. yesterday i was purging for over an hour trying to get up a bag of protein...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    i binged. i fuckin binged!!! i feel sooo gross as this is not a normal thing for me, i don’t purge either so i just have to cope. i’ve been fasting a lot lately (2-3 days at a time) and eating a couple days of the week, and when i do eat it’s like 400-800 so obv my body is like what the fuck...
  4. Bulimia Discussions
    hey so basically the title question. but for context: had a really great restriction streak and lost weight (around 4-5lbs). today i didnt even feel that hungry AT ALL but had this cal goal (high res around 900-1200) since i need some energy for cognitive work (uni blabla). i was so happy that i...
  5. Bulimia Discussions
    This is probably a thread already somewhere rip, but I figured i may as well make a freshie. Title is pretty self explanatory. Here’s some of mine. -Cesar croutons and pancake syrup. Put the croutons on a plate and the drizzled them and ate it with my fingers. Croutons aren’t fun while binging...
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    i started restricting severely at the beginning of 2021. i went into quasi recovery june-nov 2021 to play vb. after, i started heavily restricting again. so much so that i ended up in residential treatment summer of 2022. i discharged myself from treatment, and from then to now, i do not have...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    ok I had my first binge on thursday night ever since then I just can’t stop. i’m doing it to myself, I keep telling myself ‘ok one last binge it’s ok’ but the next day same thing and it’s frustrating. I repeat in my head that i’m not hungry becuz in reality I really am not fucking hungry my body...
  8. Bulimia Discussions
    so, i discovered that tiramisu is fantastic for purging too. apparently all high fat things are? I've b/p chinese mala the other day, and boy was it good. just note that chinese mala isnt for the faint hearted since it literally translated to 'numbing spice'. so it feels hot, oily and has that...
  9. Bulimia Discussions
    we all know bulimia hell on earth. i wrote my suicide note when i became bulimic, so trust me when i say: i know the struggle. not glamorizing this crap whatsoever, but is there any pros to your bulimia?! ill go first! -amenorrhea (aka no periods as a female) -the post purge "high" i sometimes...
  10. Anorexia Discussions
    Is it still anorexia if you have binge cycles? Or have I developed ednos? I used to restrict 99% with like 1 binge every few months but ever since my recovery attempt my binges last many days almost every time and are more frequent. They used to be just about a day being ruined or being...
  11. BED Discussions
    as the question say home much weight do you gain when you binge one day ? And how do you deal with it i have been binge free for 17 days and yesterday I did binge. Usually I gain about 1-2kgs I can easily go from 58 to 59-60kg. Yet yesterdays binge made me only gain 0,3kg (I ate form morning to...
  12. BED Discussions
    I think I'm addicted to take out. I know that may sound ridiculous, but I'm seriously struggling. A few months ago I got a huge check from social security. It was a refund check for waiting almost for years to get approved for disability. I did get approved and i got a check for almost $30,000...
  13. Bulimia Discussions
    shit ive gained so much and I feel horrible.I’m so stupid that i let myself take a little nap before purging but of course i fell asleep.Has this ever happened to anyone else?
  14. Anorexia Discussions
    I'm back on my ana bs, but over the past 2-ish months I have been in the worst binge cycle I think I've ever had. it was so strange. I couldn't put my finger on why. Right now, I'm trying to get back into restriction and actually counting my calories 😭. I don't normally weigh myself, I just go...
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