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  1. Bulimia Discussions
    I knew I didn't have time to do a 'proper' purge (as if I ever could properly anyway, fml I'm a failure even at eating disorders) so just did the best I could in 20 minutes. I still feel very edgy. Like too much was left in. And I haven't been doing well with weight lately. Just piling it on...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    Title explains my situation. I binged last night (around 4000 I think, I stopped counting cals around 2 am) and broke a 2 and half week binge free streak. I am so ashamed and I feel like a total failure. Before last night I had been consistently eating around 1200 a day since Jan 8th. I feel...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    Hi there. My ED is not Ana but believe it or not I’m coming here asking this as a form of harm reduction. When I binge it’s in the high digits. Like 10,000+ in one sitting. And it makes me sick and horrible. And I know I’m a lot of your worst nightmare because of that. So I’m wondering if you...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    I'm naturally skinny and my progress is veery slow but something is happening after all... (TDEE 1400) So I been sticking pretty well to 500-700 calories a day. On last weekend I had 1700 Fri, then 2000 on Saturday, then went back to normal 500-700 on Sunday all the way to now. Right now I'm...
  5. Bulimia Discussions
    I've been feeling awful lately bc I've gained almost 10 lbs. When I take laxatives, I'll lose 2-3 lbs but when I binge my weight can fluctuate up to 5 lbs. I'm so discouraged bc none of my clothes fit like they used to, I don't have a thigh gap anymore, my belly looks super bloated and puffy all...
  6. Bulimia Discussions
    anyone in the same boat as me? i feel really alone right now since all my friends in real life seem to be content with their weight and haven't dealt with the same fluctuations that i have. when i first started my ED journey i remember i started when i was 159 lbs and i was so scared as i was...
  7. BED Discussions
    Im kind of in a binge phase atm and i suspect im back to my hw.. but i havent weighed myself in months bc im scared.. would weighing myself every morning help me get out of this phase and be less likely to binge? ur experiences? ty
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    Hi, I've been over eating a lot recently and have gained 3lbs. Today I have eaten 944 calories, and it's 8:49pm. I shouldn't eat anymore, but I have this bag of vegan watermelon fizzy sweets I really want to snack on. I don't want to throw them away, as I can potentially fit them in to my...
  9. EDNOS Discussions
    Hi everyone, I am new here but was diagnosed with Ana when I was 13 (now 21). From 13-17 I was in ED inpatient wards and relapsing as an outpatient (many times). Then I moved away from my bipolar mother and gained a bit of weight as an OP (I wanted to recover at that time). Then started uni and...
  10. Bulimia Discussions
    (ik chewing and spitting isnt rlly considered bp but i consider it for myself haha) what i mean by the title is that: it seems that certain foods trigger me to chew and spit and certain foods trigger me to binge and purge. carbs, bready/thick stuff, pastries, etc, trigger me to chew and spit...
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    Does anyone ever binge? If so, how do you make up for it? Do you restrict and/or workout more?
  12. Starting at a higher BMI
    I'm starting a new accountability focusing on not binging and starting to eat vegan. Cw- 215 Gw1- 200 Gw2- 180 Ugw- 120 Tomorrow will start day 1
  13. EDNOS Discussions
    Please if anyone can relate or share advice… I’d appreciate it. I was a picky eater as a child but never underweight. Then puberty hit I was going through it and started binge eating. As a teen I consciously went into restricting with results but then the cycles began. I could eat non stop...
  14. Starting at a higher BMI
    Hi Im a newbie so be easy on me yeah? im so upset. My bingeing has bevone out of control around the age of 13 even though i was over weight for 4 years prior to that. Whenever i think about food (which is all the time every second of the day) it triggers me to eat. I cant control what i put...
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