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  1. BED Discussions
    I can probably count on my fingers the number of days since my binge switch flipped last year that I haven’t binged and every week I have my “worst ever binge” and the big wake up call. And it never works. So today I had my worst ever binge and a big wake up call and since I’ve eaten most of the...
  2. BED Discussions
    i’m so tired of binging and need it to end. i’ve gained so much and i’m restricting starting tomorrow no matter what. any advice or accountability buddy?
  3. Bulimia Discussions
    hi everyone 🥰 this is my first post here after being a lurker for a long time. my formal diagnosis is anorexia but I’ve recently been having some bp episodes then tried to stop bp and was successful for 5 days after doing it everyday for like a week then today i had my worst bp ever… like its so...
  4. BED Discussions
    I was the 'perfect anorexic' if there ever was one. Never once binged. Single digit BMIS. Recovery resistant. Then, I started eating more on my own accord around 1.5 years ago after I was done with outpatient. Things went well for around a year. The past half year I started binging with some...
  5. BED Discussions
    I have a very black-or-white mindset with food. It is all or nothing with me. I get a satisfaction out of being hungry and knowing that I am restricting, and I can carry on for a few days as long as I don't slip up, but the moment I eat something "bad" or go over my calorie limit, I binge. These...
  6. Bulimia Discussions
    A couple of years ago I was down to my lowest of 49kg and now thanks to bulimia and another stuff I’ve binged my way back up to 66kg and I feel disgusting. Every day I start out wanting to restrict and every damn day I somehow fail. I know that weight loss isn’t always the answer but I feel...
  7. BED Discussions
    For a few days I've been binging now and I feel disgusting. I was beautiful, back in November I weighed 51.4 kg and didn't have binges. Yeah, I've been in psych for 2 months but when I got out I was 58 and over the course of 20 days I gained 5kg at my worst. I know my period is late and it...
  8. BED Discussions
    Hi all, (TMI warning) Long history of anorexia and ARFID left me with very slow and impaired digestion, I have to take Miralax daily just to manage my IBS-C. I now struggle with binge eating. Pretty much daily. I still deal with ARFID so my binges are pretty much all protein bars/sweets/cereal...
  9. BED Discussions
    Hi, this is my first post here. Sorry for the super long post. For context, I struggled a lot with emotional eating/eating for dopamine growing up (I would engage in what I consider to be binging, I would eat huge amounts of food like 5 bowls of cereal in a row just because it tasted so good...
  10. BED Discussions
    i’m trying to stop binging, bmi 25 and i used to be bmi 18 i binged halfway to death these past few years and i’m hoping 2024 is different, would like to talk to others with similar experiences
  11. Public Blogs
    ~ Red_Red's Place To Be ~ ~ ~ (to be ashamed of himself) ~ ~~~ Although I had disordered thoughts and had dabbled into disordered behaviour before, true shitshow began at the beginning of 2019. I had a bout of BED for about 6 months and then, it was as if a flip was switched. I suddenly...
  12. Community Introductions
    Hello~ I been on old MPA since around 2015 and during the glitches I gave up Recently I made an EDC and pancakes account looking for community I got curious as to what became of MPA so here I am I'm 26f, ive had an ED since 14 I "recovered" from bulimia ( I continued to binge but stopped...
  13. BED Discussions
    So i binged yesterday about 3000 calories (i hate myself so much) but the next day i weighted myself in the morning and i actually lost weight?! Before the binge i ate 1500 cal a day, high enough for me to not binge (for about two weeks). Then one day because i was working i ate only 1300 cals...
  14. BED Discussions
    An issue that keeps me back from winning the battle to BED is outside triggers...someone commenting on my body, a situation that makes me feel left out..lonely...or simply someone around me that has a toxic relationship with food that makes me rethink about going on a diet which sends me on a...
  15. Starting at a higher BMI
    i would like to preface this post by saying that i am not looking for recovery tips/resources. i am currently 205 pounds (and 5'3). i am at the highest weight i've ever been in my life. i was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa at 14, but i since "recovered" (i am currently 19). my failed...
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