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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    So I lose my appetite a lot when I get anxious, and one day I forgot to take my meds and didn't eat all day except for a bowl of oatmeal at like 9pm, and that made me super happy. The next day I intentionally didn't take them and it happened again. It's been a week now and I haven't taken them...
  2. Bulimia Discussions
    Hey, wondering if anyone has had any good experience with specific supplements for anxiety? UK based preferably as I don’t think I can get hold of much abroad… I walk when I can, but I mean more of the immediate kind to turn to when you can’t breathe and instinct is to binge/purge… desperate so...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    For the entire six week holidays I have been eating breakfast at 11:15am because I wake up late. Because of school I now have to eat it at 9am at school and I'm worried that because I'm going for a shorter time without food, even if I eat less calories, I will gain weight. I weighed myself on my...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    The past few months I've done low res plus calorie deficit and today my fiance and I got into a fight because I wanted to go for a walk but he's slowly figured out why I walk and basically said if I go he'd stay at his parents house for the night. I understand he's doing this out of love but my...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    Ok so for the past two weeks I've been cal counting and was originally at 800 a day and that was pretty cool right, then for some God-forsaken-reason my ed said hey bitch that's too much now we have to go down to 500. It's been pretty manageable but today for some reason I just felt more hungry...
  6. Anorexia Discussions
    Recently I’ve been fasting most days, and on the days I do eat, eating around 300 cals. I’ve stopped taking my depression and anxiety medications because I’m afraid that they’ll make me gain weight. I decided to eat today and it started off good, but I’ve ended up eating 1174 calories. I am...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    This isn’t medical so it’s obvs not that deep but tmrw I’ve got to go to a party and one of my irls who I was v competitive with back in school will be there. I have (for me) a high bmi rn and I’m SO anxious abt seeming fat. it’s so pathetic I can’t sleep and I keep on wanting to eat more...
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    I mean depression as in the medically/clinically/severe depression not just the occasional feelings of sadness. I'm wondering bc I DO have depression but it's not as bad as it used to be when I was at my lw and recovery after that (thank God for lamictal) but I feel like as I'm low-key going...
  9. Anorexia Discussions
    Sorry to post so much lately. And sorry that this is probably something often posted. However, I'm really frustrated and desperate... I feel likely weight is just... not going anywhere. It's like I'm just stuck in the same spot, no matter what I do to try and break this plateau. I always retain...
  10. The Happy Place
    I never expected myself to write here but good things do happen. So I live in an apartment building where pets are not allowed. For a few years now I have had depression and I know for sure that a cat will do me a lot of good. I feel like it will fill a void inside me. I want to take care of...
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    This article just made me think... as I do feel hunger all the time and when i'm just about to faint i do have panic attacks, even thinking, looking at food makes me anxious and i have really bad anxiety and insomnia (and overthinking like crazy) all the time regardless of how many hours or...
  12. Anorexia Discussions
    does anyone else feel paranoid that others are trying to make you bigger/gain weight? so, disclaimer. ive always been small, and i spiraled into an ed from wanting to be even smaller. ever since developing an ed, i am always paranoid eating around others and other people when i was younger i'd...
  13. Anorexia Discussions
    Tw to start, I guess. I just feel tired of existing. Not just with the eating disorder but in general. I am so tired of living. I feel so numb to everything, aside from anxiety and the crippling feeling of depression. I always feel like everyone hates me and that I am such a burden to everyone...
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