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  1. Illness or Injury
    I have been experiencing dizziness the last couple of days, but my calorie intake is around 800-1000, as I know that I need to be functional enough to care for my kids. Even when I was low restricting I never got dizziness like this; I was trying to sleep last night and the world was just...
  2. EDNOS Discussions
    I've had anorexia / EDNOS with periods of purging since I was fourteen. The anorexia specifically has always felt safe and comforting to me, especially when things are going particularly badly. No matter what changes happen, my eating disorder remains the same. Sometimes I even take comfort from...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    does any of you struggle with heartache? last year I had the worst relapse of my life. well, i suppose, in comparison to other people on this forum, i wasn’t struggling that much. anyways, i did a 2468 diet from late jan till april. i lost some weight but every single day I could feel getting...
  4. EDNOS Discussions
    I haven't purged in a week but that's because I haven't had a real meal in a week. I've been drinking ensures and having small amounts of crackers. I'm afraid to eat a real meal because I know I'll purge it. I was experiencing really bad dizziness last month, so I'm scared to purge. But it's...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    Does anybody also experience very intense food indecisiveness? Often times, when I am hungry and decide to eat something, the thought of choosing what to eat gets so intensively stressful, because there are way to many factors to consider to possibly chose what to eat! My mind literally goes...
  6. Public Blogs
    Food Journal AM- black coffee with cinnamon ~1230 pm Leftover organic peanut butter (finished the jar), ripe organic banana, 3 packets of organic instant oatmeal with two heaping spoonfuls of organic ground flax added, organic cinnamon, organic raw honey Raw organic nuts (cashews, almonds...
  7. Bulimia Discussions
    I can't stop my behaviors and I don't want to. I'm supposed to be recovering but I'm not ready. my mom is trying to keep me in check and make sure I'm not purging and restricting and sticking to my OP program. I have gotten back to daily purging because tf if I'm gonna eat 3000 cals a day no...
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    Hey! So if you didn't see my original post here's the link: (hyperlink is here). So, I think that I figured out why I was eating so much. There are two main reasons, one being that fasting is simply Not for me and two being autistic stuff. On reason 1, I've been fasting a ton recently...
  9. Bulimia Discussions
    i b/p’d on abt 5k cals yesterday but i don’t believe i purged that well. i was exactly 1lb up from yesterday morning. me being me, decided to b/p again. on abt 1500-1700ish cals? and i believe i purged a decent amount of that. it’s currently 10am. should i take my adderall and fast? or not take...
  10. Anorexia Discussions
    Thanksgiving is approaching rapidly. And panic is setting in. The only thing I'm happy about is I'll most likely reach my UGW of 95lbs by Thanksgiving. Currently 96.6lbs Thanksgiving though ugh I'm eating breakfast at my moms and then dinner with my dad and his family. So not one but two big...
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    Just got done crying in the shower. I made chocolate chip cookies for the kids as a bedtime snack and the entire time they were baking I could smell them my mouth watered, head spun, every thing in me wanted just one of those cookies. Like some rabid animal. Took them out gave some to both...
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