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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    I'm completely dehydrated from purging but I have therapy tomorrow and my therapist mustn't know about my relapse. But I really look pale and my face looks ... dead. My eyes and cheeks are sunken. I guess that's a way to describe it. Everybody suspects me of bulimia and they mustn't find out...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    I love weetabix and shreddies but am looking to expand my cereal horizons. HOWEVER, i am a lover of STODGY cereal - any cereal that stays intact or as individual units is not to my taste (i know things like cheerios go soggy, but they don’t become porridge-like in the way that weetabix or...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    I know this is something I should probably speak with a doctor or therapist about but I am by no means ready for that. I have two eating disorders already (ARFID and BED), but I've definitely ended up with some sort of restrictive disorder in the past year, and it was brought on by the rest of...
  4. Anorexia Discussions
    A pericardal effusion has been diagnosed two year ago. It used to be just 2,2cm of water in a specific spot that isn't supposed to be there, now my entire heart is accumulated by water and my right heart valve is dented. I feel such pain, it stings a lot and sometimes it suddenly starts hurting...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    Wish my weight wasn't still monitored so I could use all the nasty recovery weight. Got called "not that thin" on Thursday at BMI 15.9 and here's the story: I have an internship as a media specialist atm. There was a native English speaker (I live in Austria btw), 64 years old and from Texas...
  6. Bulimia Discussions
    I wish I was joking when I say that I can't even drink water without purging it. Haven't touched a fruit or vegetable in months because I'm scared of the volume. I feel like I've ruined my body and everytime I start drinking or eating, the fluid and food doesn't get excreted but is rather saved...
  7. Bulimia Discussions
    Praying rn that I'll be able to purge those mfs 💀
  8. Anorexia Discussions
    So yep, basically as the title says. The age limit will be 13 to 17, and I'll invite you to a GC with the other members. I hope this isn't against the rules! I just wish I could have some ED friends, it's so tiring to hide this shit from everyone else. I need to get it outttt say it out loud...
  9. Bulimia Discussions
    I've been purging the same stuff over and over again and I need some new ideas lol. It shouldn't be to hard to purge since I have kinda lost my gag reflex as a result of purging multiple times a day for months. Hf works better for me tho. My tierlist (ranked from easiest to hardest to purge)...
  10. Other recognized eating disorders
    B/p kinda sucks and I've lost my gag reflex, so I'm thinking about substituting my b/p behaviour with c/s. But how do you do that? Like, how much do you chew your food before spitting it out? And does c/s satisfy your cravings?
  11. Anorexia Discussions
    Title says it all, really. I’m IP and keep gaining ridiculous amount between bi-weekly weigh-ins, expecting it to be false and then gaining even more the next time. I can’t handle it. I’m on about 2500-2600 calories and apparently my maintenance TDEE is 1750 and my BMR is 1250…
  12. Anorexia Discussions
    I'm so depressed, my psychiatrist can't grasp why I'm not improving mentally. I can't admit to him it's all about food I sounds ridiculous, but thoughts of it consume me. I don't go out with my friends and family in fear of eating out, I only go to UNI and walk alone to burn calories, i...
  13. Anorexia Discussions
    I've been ip 5 1/2 weeks now and my weight gain has not slowed down at all - I've been gaining about 1.2kg on average a week since I got here and I'm now above the weight I agreed to leave at, but don't have a discharge date yet. yes, I did refeeding in 4 days instead of 9, and I added a bunch...
  14. Anorexia Discussions
    hi! im looking for people to help encourage me :) ill help you out if you would like as well ❤️ i would also really appreciate tips and tricks to keep urges away, what your routine looks like/intake and such. i have been doing mid-high res for 10 months then it suddenly developed into...
  15. Bulimia Discussions
    hi everyone 🥰 this is my first post here after being a lurker for a long time. my formal diagnosis is anorexia but I’ve recently been having some bp episodes then tried to stop bp and was successful for 5 days after doing it everyday for like a week then today i had my worst bp ever… like its so...
  16. Anorexia Discussions
    tw numbers Hey, first post on this acc, had another one but forgot password lol. So there is this girl hereand she hasnt eaten as much at all during last like 5 days. I am here for a short time, but this triggered me so badly. For example, literally like an hour sho we had dinner, we had mac and...
  17. Anorexia Discussions
    Trigger warning. Read at your own discretion. It's the truth and i've been avoiding it for a while. It's not even about physical insecurities, even though I have those. I need to get the disciplined girl I was back. I am just in a lazy haze right now of self sabotage. I was a severe anorexic...
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