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  1. Anorexia Discussions
    when i last went to the grocery store, i picked up some apples, peaches, bananas. blueberries, strawberries, and raspberries. i love fruit so much, i was especially excited for the peaches. this morning, i went to eat a peach for breakfast, and guess what? rotten. so was the other one. i was so...
  2. Anorexia Discussions
    im starting to go crazy living with my roommate. she is aware of how bad things got me in the past with my ED and actually is psych major (of all things) so i would think she has an understanding of anorexia and the disorder. wrong. she is constantly comparing herself to me (she is a bit smaller...
  3. Anorexia Discussions
    im starting to go crazy living with my roommate. she is aware of how bad things got me in the past with my ED and actually is psych major (of all things) so i would think she has an understanding of anorexia and the disorder. wrong. she is constantly comparing herself to me (she is a bit smaller...
  4. Exercise
    My main form of exercise is walking. I have a physical disability, which makes movement difficult, so I do all my walking indoors, in my bedroom, because I can hold on to the edges of the bed, and go around it. I can do this for hours. Sometimes I like to wake up at four or five AM to walk...
  5. Anorexia Discussions
    Okay so I saw a post about how people view EDs and it triggered me so much I just wanna vent. I have a gf and I had told her about my ED we had been together for a year. The actual reason I told her is because I have rituals around my food and I DON'T LIKE WHEN PEOPLE MESS WITH IT OMG leave...
  6. EDNOS Discussions
    After I stopped purging, I still craved the action of it. The cravings for it are mostly gone, though it took a couple years, but I still get cravings for it sometimes. It's not binging I enjoy - the act of binging makes me anxious. But I've had my specific "type" of eating disorder for so long...
  7. Anorexia Discussions
    We're less than a week away from a new month, which means it is time for everyone's favorite game show - "How Much Food Will the Anorexic Have to Throw Out for This Month"? I'm joking, of course, but I do feel awful about wasting food. I tell myself I am going to eat the things I buy, but when...
  8. EDNOS Discussions
    My personal scale said I weighed 129 (ugh) last night. This was without having eaten for a day, and being unclothed. I've been dog-sitting today, and I weighed myself on the scale upstairs, with clothes on, and food in my system. That came out to 120. I wish the second scale was the correct...
  9. EDNOS Discussions
    Every time I hit my lowest weight, I got there through complete starvation for days at a time. I know that's unsustainable, and the moment I eat again, I'll gain everything back, so I try to lose weight through restriction, calorie-counting and exercise, but it's just getting me nowhere. The...
  10. EDNOS Discussions
    When my ED was at its worst, I was almost never above 109 pounds, and if I happened to hit that weight, I wouldn't eat for days at a time, until it changed. I was forced out of that living situation several years ago, and now I'd be lucky to be at 110. I'm absolutely disgusted with myself...
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